At the next Nanny lesson, Steven approaches me right as it’s set to begin and tells me, “Neil won’t be here today.”
“Did he give a reason why?” I ask.
Steven shrugs.
Guess not.
Neil made clear that when he gave me oral, that would be the last time we would be intimate together. I didn’t realize at the time that this also meant he would be totally ignoring me afterwards for the rest of my life.
He’s been avoiding me in the hallways, turning a different way if he saw me. I have not seen him at all in the kitchens, or on campus.
I suppose he knows my schedule, so he could plan his every move without ever running into me. That thought feels a bit paranoid, though.
Steven returns to his chair.
For a while, I am able to push the thoughts of Neil to the back of my mind and focus on the le
