The rest of the day went by smoothly without anyone calling or texting me about such an embarrassing video. Mum was back early from work as we sat on the sofa with my head on her lap watching the tv, dad, and Derrick was not back yet. I wanted to tell her all that happened during the party, but every time I tried, I was overwhelmed with so much guilt and the thought of her looking at me like I was becoming a slut. My mum Lilian and my best friend Carly were the only best friends I had in the world. Which is to say I always told them everything, but what if she judges me this time? I know I couldn't handle that. The guilt was worst because dad knew nothing. I hoped by Tuesday the guilt would be easier to deal with and things go back to the way it was. I can accept being the nerd they bulli