Trigger warnings: Attempted Rape, and drugging. {~Aphrodite Malhotra~} I ran through the forest, the night was calming. After my fight a few days ago, I was feeling better. For the first time since I got here, I felt confident in my plan to find out what happened to Clion. And it feels good to trust myself again. It’s unhealthy how much violence helps me because it was all I knew back then. And as crazy as it is, there is nothing wrong with being able to revert back to old ways. Part of the reason I wanted mundane was because I was shown what happiness looked like, I wanted that. I’ve been alone for years. I was used to pain, betrayal, hurting, and shielding myself by hurting people back. It’s not wrong of me to want something else. The Malhotras were a sign that I could have a good