"How far do you want to go?"
Chad waits for my answer, his patient personality a good attribute for my internal dilemma.
We haven't been dating all that long. A couple weeks. I had convinced myself waiting until
marraige wasn't necessary, but I don't want to be one of those girls who sleeps around. I want... I
want to be in love.
"Maybe we could just explore a little?" I suggest, my intention being pretty clear.
Chad nods in agreement, moving his lips to my neck and sensually running his tongue along
certain spots.
It feels good don't get me wrong, I just have so many thoughts plaguing my mind that I can't
really enjoy this moment.
Guilt.
I blame my parents. If they hadn't taught me that s*x was a bad thing growing up I might be
more comfortable exploring my sexuality.
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