Chapter 30 Giving In I had barely made it threw the shoot that night. My mind had been completely on him. I kept going back to what had happened. But I had to remind myself… Men like Red Harrington and their families were just like my family. Their reputation and image was more important to them than anything else. I had to be strong. Red could be attracted to me but that didn’t mean he would ever think of me as someone he could have a future with…nor would I want to. I couldn’t be the wife of someone like him…no matter how attracted I was to him. It was a phase. It would pass. It felt like I was trying to convince myself. I wouldn’t allow it to push me into a decision that wasn’t right for me. I went home that night terrified that Red wou