The door slammed shut as I looked out through the window at the sunrise which was almost up, time was no longer on my side and I had lost all chances to save Roy, and now it was up to fate to decide what would happen to him.
I moved back to the bed as I sat down and then took out the drug that he gave to me before leaving his cell. I watched it for a while as tears dropped down my eyes. “If this is how you die then who am I to try to save my life?” I whispered with a stabbing ache in my chest. “I feel so selfish for trying to save my life when you are willing to give up everything for me, and I cannot keep feeling this way,” I said again as I uncovered the drug and when I was about injecting it into my body I stopped as I broke down in tears.
"I can't do this," I whispered, placing the d
