I had lost all consciousness of my surroundings but I could still hear voices of people moaning, my eyes were closed and I could not move but in my current state it felt like I was being killed over and over again. This lasted for a while and when I finally opened my eyes I found myself lying down on a hospital bed. Nathan was sitting on a chair beside the bed with his eyes on me. “Andrea,” he called as soon as our eyes met. “Andrea, can you hear me?” he asked hastily but I gently looked away to the ceiling as tears rolled down my eyes. Seeing Nathan was a clear sign that things had worked out just like they had planned but it didn’t feel like I returned, Roy’s death was something that I could never recover from. “Andrea, what’s wrong?” Nathan asked and I looked at him still in tears. “