What could he possibly even do when the woman he is kissing is someone he holds on a pedestal dearly? He thinks of her too highly and truth be told, she does deserve a better man for her, not him who is not even at her level. Kissing her is the least of what he wanted from her. That’s why the guilt is starting to creep on him, the regret washing over him as he feels the softness of her lips against his, her gentle urging was taking his control on the edge.
They have been through a lot, started off bad and eventually coming into terms until they reached what is supposed to be a platonic relationship now. He cares for her immensely but he would never entertain the thought of actually having her for himself. Before, yes when they were in Alhalla. There is a lingering thought of it especiall
