demon's love sebciel

Ceils pov. I was sitting in the study working on some paper work when sebastian came in "my lord miss Lizzy is here to see you" he said with a smirk "ok sebastian carry me down there please" I said as he walked over to me picking me up princess style as he walked towards the kitchen where lizzy was waiting. As we reached the kitchen lizzy waited for sebastian to sit me down and then jumped on me "CIEL!" She screamed smiling I hugged back. She's my soon to be wife. Sebastian went to the stove to cook and me and lizzy went to the. Study. She doesn't know yet but I plan on telling her im in love with sebastian and that we should break things off. We reached the study "lizzy Theres something I must tell you" she turned around and looked at me"what is it ciel?" She asked happily. "I'm in love with sebastian!" I say quickly looking at her blank face and what she said next scared me for life "your a f*****g faggot!!!" She screamed I started crying as she slapped me "sebastian!!!" I screamed nad he was there "Madame elizabeth I'll have to kindly ask you to leave and not to return." He said "ciel you should kill yourself your useless nad a no. Good faggot!" She said as she left I ran to my room crying and slammed the door grabbing a the. Knife under my bed and started cutting. 2. 4. 8. 10. 14. 18. 22. 28. 38 cuts on my wrist. I moved down to my thighs doing 38 more cuts on each thigh. I cut on my hips. I didn't notice that sebastian had walked in on me cutting. And was now crying. He sobbed and I looked up at him and dropped the knife crying "S-sebastian's it's not what it looks like!" I said he nodded"ofc my lord" he chocked out crying. He ran out leaving quickly and I laid down sighing"damn it I did it again" I said as I slowly fell asleep. Sebastian pov I walked in on the young lord cutting j couldn't help but cry I love. Him every much. Why why did she have to tell him that! I'll kill her one day I stood there watching him cut till I sobbed and he looked at me"S-sebastian's it's not what it looks like" he said and I chocked out nodding "ofc my lord" i was crying. I ran out leaving quickly. I ran to the kitchen and placed the same number of cuts he did mine were just deeper and bled more. I added a few extra and I went to his room to clean his cuts. Since he's asleep I cleaned his cuts gently and bandaged them and I left. The next day I went into his room waking him up "master please wake up" I said as he groaned and sat up looking at his arms and legs"thank you sebastian" he said looking up at me smiling. "Ofc my lord"I said fake smiling. "Sebastian I'm gay." He says looking down "thank you for trusting me my lord." I said happily "you don't think of me any different?" He asked "ofc not my lord why would I?" I asked him smiling "bc I'm a faggot! I'm in love with you!" He screamed and quickly shut up "I love you too my lord" I said kissing his forehead