The fate of her love

CHAPTER 6

I reach our room. Jessie is sitting on the bed and crying. She looks so beautiful while crying... Her face is flushed, her little nose is red, her lips are quivering and they have bruises because of constant biting on them. Her small form is shaking continuously. Her bare waist (saree always leaves waist bare) is like inviting me to bite them. This girl will give me blue balls... God! I can never control myself in her case.

I go near her and she flinches back. I feel hurt by seeing her condition. I feel guilt in my heart. I am the reason for this state of hers... What should I do? What if Gaurav was lying? What if she is innocent? f**k! I never considered her feelings. I f****d up... I f****d up really badly. What should I do? Should I apologise to her?

Of course you should... My subconscious growled at me. How could I hurt Jessica? I claimed to love her and I hurt her.

"Vikas, do you love someone,"my beautiful tiny wife asks me after noticing my presence.

"Yes."

She again starts crying.

"I love only one woman... You. I can't love anyone else," I go near her and hold her.

"You are lying."

"No sweetheart."

"Then why did you behave in a way which says that you don't even care for me."

"I was insecure. I thought that you love Gaurav more than me. I thought that you and Gaurav are behind my money. You will divorce me so that you get half of my property and then you will marry Gaurav. That's why I was feeling insecure."

"How could you think about that Vikas? Don't ever turn into Shahid again. I love Vikas but I hate Shahid. Do you know the four pillars of any relationship, a business relationship, a family relationship, a friendship? All types of relationships have four pillars, respect, trust, compromise and loyalty. You didn't trust me... Now, I can never respect you. You know what, a relationship can stay intact without love, but it can never stay intact without trust. I hate you. I hate you..."

I go near her and pull her hair gently. My eyes meet her beautiful brown eyes. Her face is red due to crying.

"Do you know how much I love you?"

She shakes her head. I take her hand and keep it on my bulge. Her body stiffens. She quickly removes her hand and looks down shyly, her hair covering her blush. I chuckle at her reaction.

"I get hard whenever I touch you but I control myself. Do you know why? Because I know that you are not ready for this step. I don't want to frighten you. And you... You said that you love Gaurav in front of me. Can't I feel insecure? What if Gaurav takes you away from me? What if you leave me? What if-"

Jessica kisses me and my words die on my lips. I can only feel her tongue at my lips but I playfully deny her entrance. She traces her fingers on my abs and slowly, pinches me. I gasp in surprise and she takes this as a chance to enter inside my mouth. I am shocked... She is doing my work... She winks at me and I lose all my self-control and attack her lips. She moans loudly in my mouth.

I place butterfly kisses on her jaws till her collarbone and lightly bite it. She again moans loudly. I like to see my effect on her... I press her breasts roughly and the moans and gasps she leaves finally gives me blue balls. I can't control myself anymore... I push her onto the bed and hover above her.

I detach her saree and kiss her waist and belly button. She archs her back deliciously. I remove her blouse, unclip her bra and suck onto her small boobs like a leech. Her skin tastes like pure amrit (a mythological imaginary juice because of which a person can never die). She is so pure, so innocent. How could I hurt her? I remove her saree fully and she is standing only in her parkar (a long skirt worn below a saree) and her underwear. She blushes furiously and tries to cover her upper body with her little palms. I chuckle at her reaction. Where was this little girl when she was kissing me? I look at her tiny shivering body. I cannot control myself anymore.

I pull her parkar up. She stops my hands.

"Baby, you are my Goddess. Let me worship your body, please."

She closes her eyes and nods.

"Open your eyes, honey."

She opens her eyes and I can clearly see love and little amount of lust in her eyes. How could I think of her in such a way? Couldn't I see how pure she is? She can never betray me...

I kiss her foot, toes and legs, slowly moving upwards. Jessica is also encouraging me with her moans and shivers. Once I reach her knees, I move forward to kiss her breasts and waist. I slowly remove her parkar and let it slide gracefully down her body. I remove her panties and find her core dripping wet. I go near her core and kiss it, blowing air over it. She visibly shivers. I lick her clit. She is the most delicious thing ever. I can drink her nectar forever... I continue to devour her, hearing soft moans and feeling her shiver. This girl will be the death of me... I slowly enter my length inside her. Yes, it's large. It's one freaking foot and as expected, she screams in pain and pleasure. I lie down on her, supporting my weight on my elbows and lick her breasts and slowly move upwards to kiss her. The way she blushes is adorable...

I slowly start moving inside her, keeping her boobs in my mouth, teasingly biting them. The way she is screaming and moaning, I think her voice will become hoarse till tomorrow. Thank God our room is sound proof...

I continue to love her till half an hour till we are exhausted. I lie down on her and peck her lips. She hides herself in my chest. I smile at her response. We lie down for some more time till we hear a knock.

I place the blanket over her naked body and wear boxers, shorts and a t-shirt and open the door. Shanta is standing there with a plate of food.

"Saab... Aapne khaana maanga tha."

(Sir, you requested food.)

"Haa. Mujhe de do. Shukriya," I take the plate from her.

(Yes. Give it to me. Thank you.)

"Koi baat nahi Saab. Aur kuch?"

(It's okay sir. Anything else?)

"Nahi. Aap ja sakte hain."

(No. You can go.)

She goes and I close the door softly. I go to the bed and feed her a bite and take a bite for myself. Suddenly, she starts crying.

"Why are you crying? Are you sore?"

"Nothing. I just remembered our first encounter."

I smiled at the memory. She still treasures that memory, the way I treasure it. I finish feeding her and me and get a washing bowl for her to wash her hands.

"Why did you bring it? I could go and wash my hands. You are behaving like a child Vikas."

"Shh... You are my Goddess. You have given me the chance to show my love to you and believe me Jessica, this love will never decrease."

I peck her lips and tuck her in bed. She is looking like an angel. I go downstairs to keep the plate and the bowl. Oh yeah! We live in a three storey bungalow and our room is in the first floor.

I am really feeling guilty for suspecting her love. I will never forgive Gaurav for igniting my insecurity...

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Hello everyone. Lisa here. This was my first chapter with mature content. Hope you liked it. Comment if you have any suggestions.