Stefano
She wasn’t in bed the next morning when I opened my eyes but I wasn’t surprised. I knew she would regret it and yet I was so desperate to be with her I had kissed her anyway.
And not the pretend kisses I had given her in public either, those were safe. She knew she had an audience and that I couldn’t push it further. No last night, or early this morning when ever it was had been real.
She had freaked out.
And I had wanted so much it was agony not to push further. I wanted her to submit to me in all ways.
Be mine.
My mistress.
My Sub.
My woman.
My wife.
The last thought made me pause. I had married Angela because my Don , Luca’s father had wanted that alliance and at first it hadn’t been to bad. She wasn’t exactly my type , I had never been into the spoilt princess thing and she had been willing and adventurous in bed.
Of course that meant I wasn’t the only one she was adventurous with and rumours soon started . Usually I would have taken it as a personal insult.
After all she was my wife. Any man who took her to bed was disrespecting me but I just couldn’t find it in myself to care what she did. She was my wife in name only. There was absolutely no feelings there.
“Morning.” Lily’s cheery voice made me smile as she swept into the room, an over the top smile on her face as she padded towards the bed.
Settling back I stared at her. She was sweaty, her dark hair falling free in wet tendrils from the high ponytail she was sporting.
“Where have you been?”
“Gym.” Tossing her bag into the corner she paused. “I haven’t exercised in months and the hotel has a great personal trainer. I have to say I enjoyed it more than I expected I would.” She waved a hand in front of shiny face. “Need a cold shower now though.”
My brows slammed down as jealousy ripped though me. I knew it was stupid , she didn’t need a cold shower because the personal trainer had made her all hot and bothered in that way.
“I might actually be able to lose a little weight as well.”
Reaching up I ran my hand over her hip. She was the total opposite to my wife. Where Angela was all hard lines ,Lily was soft curves. Where the woman I was married to was all brash and selfish, Lily was …. I turned my eyes up to her face. “You don’t need to lose weight Lily , you are perfect the way you are.” I squeezed again to prove my point t. And she sucked in a breath. “I am? I mean wouldn’t you prefer someone…”
Tugging on her , I brought her face to within an inch of mine. “You.are.perfect.” I ended it with the smallest of kisses, expecting her to pull away. To retreat as she always did. So when her tongue swept over my bottom lip I think I forgot to breath.
“I want to try again.”
I didn’t need to ask her what she wanted, I could see it in her eyes. In the way they had become hooded and dark. She wanted me. On some primal level she did and even though she may hate the fact she did she was a powerless as I was to fight it off.
And I wasn’t about to tell her no. I could be soft and gentle with her. I could be who she needed me to be.
“What are you doing?” I couldn’t help the shock in my voice as she clambered over me. Settling herself firmly on my lower stomach. I had expected her to want me to take the lead. This new in charge Lily was new.
“Is this ok?” There was a note of worry in her voice.
Resisting the urge to pull her down onto me more firmly so I could show her just how ok this really was for me, I nodded.
“I thought If I …” She looked away as if suddenly embarrassed. And it finally clicked into my brain what she needed from me.
She needed to be in control.
Brand new territory for me.
Crossing my arms beneath my head I winked at her. “You explore away Lils. Do whatever you want to me.” It would be tough to not flip her as soon as did, I wanted nothing more than to bury myself balls deep in her but I could play at being a bottom… for a little while.
She rolled her eyes. “I wish you would stop talking Stefano, for a man you talk way to much.”
I grinned at her. No one had ever said I talked to much before. It was a jibe the old Lily would have thrown my way. Before thaa had taken so much from her.
“Best kiss me then baby girl.” I chuckled. “It’s hard to talk if I have your tongue in my mouth.”