After I talked to Nathaniel through text that day, I haven't seen him in person ever since. We talked through the phone from time to time, and I deleted the logs like he told me to. Things seemed to shift back to normal Sam wasn't looking over my shoulder at every opportunity anymore, and Olivia's worried looks had vanished, and she was now her typical bouncy self around me again. Everything had gone back to normal, except me. I started looking at everyone differently. I was nervous. Would you throw me under the bus if you knew? Was what ran through my mind when socializing with church members for over five minutes at a time. "It's a bit exhausting." "It'll pass," Nath said from the other end, making me bite my bottom lip as I stared up at the ceiling. I was in the room that I shared wi