Anita’s POV
My life was a mess all in a short period of time; everything seemed to be going bad way too quickly,and to top it all up, my one-time plan to carefully feed his eyes with lust was bluntly denied, which was heartbreaking. It took me a series of mantras just to brace up to the reality of stripping before a man.
A little part of me was excited that he didn’t heed the idea of sleeping with me,yet I was disappointed for reasons I didn’t want to admit to myself. I hated that I wished he didn’t hold himself; it proved everything I thought about him wrong just that instant.
I hated that I was making excuses just to be this close to him and to kiss him again. His scent was alluring and addictive, and ever since he came close, all sense of reasoning escaped, and infatuation took a tol
