Chapter 9I learned really quickly that one of the benefits to dating Lucas in secret was there was no pressure. We saw each other when we could. There were some long days on the set over the next few weeks, and some nights we ended up at our respective places with no more than a phone call that lasted only a few minutes. But it was good. I was happy. I liked the way his face lit up when he saw me, how he found excuses to squeeze my shoulder or brush up against me, and I really liked it when he dragged me into his dressing room between scenes and kissed me senseless. That’s as far as it ever went on set, but that was fine because I was not one who could be quiet during s*x.
Lucas took great pleasure in making me scream.
We’d found a rhythm over the past few weeks, and it worked for us. If
