Chapter 5: Appearance I moved on top of Esteban, my hands moving over him. I leaned in to kiss him. My hard-on pushed into his stomach, and his pushed into mine as I stretched out across him. I kissed him passionately and moved my tongue inside of his mouth. Security lights that were attached to the outside of the house dribbled light onto our naked bodies, our forms resembling a student art project on chiaroscuro. I moved my head down to Esteban’s chest. Neither of us spoke, but both of us breathed heavily. For all the sadness, I was home, and I knew it. I licked his left n****e, and then his right. I bit on the right one and he moaned. He moved his hand into my hair, and ran it from front to back, and then moved my head up his body. I lifted my head and then I tenderly kissed his ches