Even though I've never actually been in a s****l situation before, I've always known exactly what I want and how I want it. And I've always wanted it with Kai. I've always imagined his hands moving all over my body while those soft, perfect lips kiss every inch of my skin. The thought alone was enough to make my blood hot before, but now that he's actually here, in my bedroom, I'm suddenly feeling cold and nervous.
My mom is out of town until next week, so I have the house all to myself. There's nothing stopping me from giving myself to Kai the way I always dreamed. Nothing except myself, that is.
"What's wrong?" he asks, furrowing his brows.
I've been sitting on the floor, pretending to look for our competition song on my phone for what feels like hours now. I'm sure he's
