Micah I can’t help feeling unsettled as I watch Sophia walk toward her friend’s sweet shop. I want to kiss her so badly, but she’s as cold as ice. I wish I could rewind back to earlier in the morning when we were naked in bed. But I had to open my mouth and ruin it again. I know I should have given her some reassurance, and it kills me that I couldn’t. Whenever I think about confessing my feelings, my mind veers off to Kazik and the Confradia. I just don’t know how she fits in the intricate web that is my life. I wonder how Sophia would handle knowing that I kill people for a living. A tremor rushes up my spine at the thought of her horrified face. We would definitely not be together then. She’d never let me touch her if she knew. And the s*x was incredible. Better than any s****l experie