Remembering my vampire husband.

118♡ He used to be my human.

Kennedy

I was enjoying being loved by this young lycan. I was teaching him how to please a woman, I had a feeling he would be very good with the ladies, he was so damn handsome.

Having these clan rules freed me from any guilt of infidelity.

I knew that Howle was faithful to me alone, he told me everytime we spoke, assuring me that he was my number one spouse.

I was climbing my way up along Robby's long legs. He had that golden hair that covered his tan body.

He was watching me as I brought my mouth up to his stiffest asset.

His eyes opened wide.

" Really, your going to do that?" He swallowed, his voice cracked.

I nodded and moved my long hair away from my face.

He grabbed the sheets and clung to them with both fists, holding on tight.

" Robby, what does it feel like?" I asked between kisses.

" I'm going to explode any second, I swear it!" He was moaning and clinging to the bed.

I continued. It was over in a few moments, he was telling the truth.

It was quite refreshing to be able to bring a man to such excitement. I had used my fingers to direct some electricity and warmth to my kisses.

He couldn't resist.

I hopped up onto the bed next to him and pressed my ear to his heart. It was beating a loud drum.

" Robby, do you want me to hold back some, I think you are too young to have a heart attack."

He nodded. "It's for the best. I hope Lucas comes back soon. I'm about wiped out by all this."

I was happy he said this, I felt powerful, like a true witch, a seductress. I liked my womanly possession of his body.

He was very responsive. He never said no or got moody.

He was all mine, my new boy toy.

*********

Lucas

I stood outside the door listening to my wife and Robby, I looked at my nails as I waited for them to finish up.

Kennedy came out first, she was looking behind her at Robby and bumped right into me.

" Oh, sorry!" She said. "Lucas! You must be starving, your back for more." She laughed.

I did not.

"Would you rather I go hunt tonight and aren't you happy to see me?"

"Come with me." She said as she dragged me into the bathroom.

She turned on the water in the claw foot tub and put some soap in it, making bubbles.

"Get in." She commanded.

I stripped down and settled into the hot water. She washed my back and my hair, then climbed in on the other side.

" Tell me everything." She said as she touched me between my legs with her toes.

I lifted her foot and sucked her big toe.

" Oh, that's different." She lay back sliding under the water. Her boobs floated up.

I pulled her foot to me and sat her on my lap.

" Tell me you love me." I pouted.

" Vampires do not have feelings Lucas, come on. Just take my blood already." I turned her around.

" No, tell me you love me." I said in her perfect ear again as I put my hands over her breasts and pulled her back onto my chest.

I slowly licked her neck from behind.

" I saved your precious Rob and all you can do is withhold your love words from me. Not nice wife."

" Well, I'm not exactly your type. I know you and Rena are far more exciting in bed than me.

I can't be who she is. I'm just a boring human to you, but my blood is your real desire. Just admit it please, be honest with me vampire."

" Well, I believe your blood is the best blood I've ever tasted. But I do have feelings for you, only for you.

See this red piece of hair, I can't seem to get rid of, that's you inside of me.

So yes, I love you, love bird. I missed you, I will forsake your blood forever if that's what you want."

" I like you to want me, I want to nourish you. I want to be your lover, but I'm not your wife anymore.

That time in our life was just a beautiful dream of mine. I'm OK with not being yours.

You can be a free agent. We are both adults here. If it's Rena you need, then go to her. She's in the Netherlands I hear."

" You are punishing me dear one. I pushed you away. I hurt you. For that, I'm very sorry. Now, tell me you love me damn it!"

" Know what I think, I think Rob told you he wanted me and it made you come back here to me. Am I right?"

" F***, Just tell me you love me, I've been punished enough."

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Kennedy

I cut my wrist and held my arm up to him, behind me. Blood was dripping onto his chest.

He latched onto my wrist and took what he really came for. I had convinced myself he never really loved me, it was just what I could give him.

I stayed still waiting to fall asleep, to pass out.

It didn't take long. He lifted me out and put me in his bed.

Robby walked by us.

" Oh, hey Lucas, welcome back. Did everything go okay with Vega Rob?"

He nodded. " Not now Robby, hey can you bring her some red wine and...and a few crackers?"

"Not again. Lucas, you need to talk to June and see what she and Douglas do, because Douglas is never knocked out after she feeds."

" I know Robby, I'm like a teen age boy coming prematurely." He admitted.

" Ah, yes I understand that, yes I see." He ran to the kitchen.

I slumped over onto my side and felt dizzy. " Lucas Moore, cover me up please, I'm naked here." I said softly as I yawned.

Lucas held me and put me on his naked lap. " I'm sorry Ken. I never meant to hurt you. Not you my love. I need help, I'm just so addicted to you."

" I love you Lucas, I'm okay with it this way. I know you can't help yourself." I said, then closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I woke up to Robby and Lucas watching a game on TV.

They were yelling now as the football was thrown wide.

Lucas saw my eyes were open.

He smiled at me. "Hey, welcome back. We got pizza and beer."

I got up and wobbled to the toilet. My head was pounding.

I looked at my reflection.

" So close, next time maybe Kennedy, he will end you. Just be patient." I told myself.

" I heard that, and not true."Lucas yelled.

" How about this, I'm in pain, can you take my blood and give me your drugged saliva please?"

" No." he yelled.

I shrugged and took two pain pills out of my bag. I swallowed them dry.

I tried to fix my hair, it was too crazy.

I sat in front of Robby.

" Can you braid my hair love?" I asked Robby.

Lucas took the brush.

" I always braided your hair for you honey, that's my job."

" Well, you haven't been around, so I have Robby do it, he's very good at it too." I winked at Robby.

He stood up like an obedient pup and left us two alone, he wasn't obedient to me though, but he knew his place.

I looked at Lucas and took the brush back.

" Let me do it, I'm still your vampire husband." He grabbed the brush back.

I stood up to leave and felt woozy. I spun around and fell.

Lucas caught me as he quickly rushed to my falling body.

" I guess I'm not fit quite yet, sorry Lucas. I'm really trying here.

I want to go back to the way it was, but I don't remember exactly what it was that we had together."

" This is what we had." He held me under the back of my neck and kissed my lips slowly.

Then he placed me on the bed and kissed my shoulder, then my neck, then lower.

I felt the tendrils of a memory. I saw flashes of us making love, being the only two in the world together, making plans, plans to have children, a family. He was my human.