Remembering my vampire husband.

119♡ The queen feels her powers.

Lucas

I held her and made her feel my excitement for her naked body.

She squeezed me tight then threw ice water on me with her words.

" You said you would reverse your vasectomy for me, didn't you?"

I stopped kissing her. That's what she remembered, me wanting a family with her?

" Kennedy, let's take it slow here. I'm not ready to be a father."

" I see." She said as she started to cry.

" What? Why the tears?" I asked her.

" I remember that we were very happy, so very happy. But now, I see things clearly. So very clearly.

I was a silly young girl, one full of butterfly dreams and hopes in the clouds.

I'm not her anymore. I'm not that girl that you once adored enough to want to have babies with.

But truthfully, it was me who changed Lucas, not you.

I was so wrong. I don't want to have your babies."

That cut me very, very deep.

" What are you saying my love, nonsense. You want my babies. Don't be so silly."

" Lucas, I can't do this, I'm not that person that foolishly believed in us, it was all a lie.

I convinced myself you were my vampire turned human husband, but that never happened did it? Oh I'm so dumb. That was a dream, all a dumb dream. I'm so embarrassed now."

She was slipping into that dark place now. I knew her very well.

I started to sing to her, a soft song that I learned from her back then.

" Baby mine, don't you cry

Baby mine, dry your eyes

Rest your head close to my heart

Never to part, baby of mine."

She turned and stared at me, eyes full of unshed tears.

" Oh, Lucas!" She hugged me so tightly.

" I love you, I love you so much. I sang that to you the night you said you wanted kids with me. It was real, Oh Lucas...forgive me. My mind has been so crazy.

I really thought that I made it all up. It did happen didn't it, before your mother killed you. Oh, I'm so happy now. Kiss me love!"

I kissed her, I kissed her passionately.

" Love bird, I do love you. When I'm ready to have children, you will be the mother of my babies. I will be your human husband. But now, I just want to make love to you. Is that okay?"

" Yes Lucas, I want that too."

I pulled off the blanket and lay her under me. I slipped gently between her legs and showed her how much I missed her perfectly luscious body.

I held both of her arms above her head and licked her skin, I was slow and sensual. I took my time.

Her breathing quickened, she let herself go with me, finally. Ah..I yearned to be with her like this.

I moved a few more times, then I lost it. I went deeper, it was too much. I began to weep at her beauty. All for me.

She felt my tears as I clung to her soft body.

" I missed you so much. You are my very soul love bird. I will always be there for you. I promise my love."

She wiped my face with her hair.

" Then I can be your wife. I will try to be what you want me to be, I won't punish you anymore. I won't ask you to be anything you can't be to me. I fell in love with you as you are. It's enough."

" Lucas, you said you don't have feelings, but you have so many of them. I see you. The real you."

I put my fingers under her butt and pulled her up to me, we became as one.

" Love bird, I need you so badly, I am nothing without you in my life. I spent so many lonely years hiding in my books.

It's something I go back to when I feel insecure. But the more I drink from your fountain of life, the more you and I are inseparable.

I crave this light inside you, it makes me feel things, makes me your man.

But... Robby is right, I take too much, I will talk to June and Douglas to learn how to control myself, I am so sorry if I hurt you, please love bird, forgive me."

She nodded. " I do. I do. I do. I forgive you.

When your daddy comes to claim me, you my love will take all of my blood so there is none left for him.

He does not love me does he? I would rather die giving it all to you, only you love...than be bred by him.

Rob told me I would be raped by many men to create an endless supply of Starling blood for Weston.

I can't let that happen. If Weston is not stopped, promise to take me out. I want you to have it all."

I nodded slowly. " Raped by many men to create a Starling farm, I hate that evil man. I will never let that happen, neither will Orcas, Rob, Rena, or Robby. Not to mention your family.

I see Kennedy why you kept saying you want me to have it all, I understand what you are feeling now, but listen love bird, listen to me your vampire husband, you will never be bred or hurt at his hands.

I won't allow that. I cannot allow that. Such evil, my parents...they both betrayed me.

I will be your human husband when this is all over. I hate the evil side of my nature.

Please don't let me ever be like them. Promise me now that you will end me if I succumb to darkness as they both did."

She kissed me. " Lucas I promise. I am thinking more clearly, my memory is breaking through the longer I am away from your daddy.

I need to be so very strong when I return to fight him. You must give my body time to build up immunity to his charms.

No more long drinks from my blood, just small amounts. Yes, I will fight him for you, for all of our future children. I feel so determined

I believe I can do it."

Her eyes, they seemed to light up like green glowing orbs. She was such a magical creature. Her red hair flew up around her like fierce wings for flight.

I am not really worthy to be here with her, she is indeed a queen, I see that now. My wife is invincible.

My heart beat faster, I knelt before her. "My queen, I surrender everything to you, use me as you see fit."

She touched my shoulder.

" I am the queen. I am her. I will conquer my foes. You Lucas Moore, you will be my sword, my lovely protector. I know you completely now. Come...come love your queen."

I levitate to her, her eyes still glowing, but I had no fear. She was pulling me to her, she smiled. Then as quickly as she had transformed before me, I flopped down on the bed. The spell was broken.

She collapsed on top of me.

" What the f*** was that?" She said.

I grabbed her tight.

" Kennedy, it was your magic. You finally will be in full control of it and it was magnificent. Oh damn I love you even more my queen. Please, let me love you. I don't deserve you, I'm not worthy, but I will die if you don't let me love you."

" Wow, that was intense. I was full of nature's energy, I felt it humming through me. Lucas, kiss me. I think you are way more than worthy, it is I who is not...no I take that back...I am f****** worthy as hell. Let's have s*x, raw Rena type of s*x. Get Robby in here I need my boy toy, I'm so horney now!"