*Sienna* I feel strange, and it kills me that I love being with him so much. But the fact that he is married, and not only to one woman, is eating me inside. When I woke up I found his morning text so endearing. “Good morning my Enna, dinner in or out tonight?" But I haven't been able to reply yet. This conflict inside of me is probably going to mess up our date. I hear another message on my phone and when I check I see it is him. “Enna?" The tears threaten to come out but I hold them. I can't believe I am being so weak. I drop my phone to the floor and stare at it for a while. Perhaps for too long. Another message comes but I know who it comes from, and I put my hands over my face trying to calm myself down. Come on Sienna, you have to get a grip on yourself. You managed to live with