Sophia
I could barely look him in the eye, when I stepped out of the shower a few hours later. I had slept, slept so peaceful for the first time in years in the hours that followed our love making. It was like my body had needed him to take control.
I had needed the pain. And I had needed to be used and it made me feel dirty.
My son was lying in a hospital bed, and I was at home getting f****d by his long lost daddy. What kind of woman did that make me? What kind of mum?
With the towel wrapped tightly around me, I reached for my robe. I needed to get ready. The doctors wanted to wake up Nicky, and I needed to be there when they did. I didn’t want him to be afraid. My face should be the first thing he saw when he opened his eyes.
“Sophia.” The tips of Dimitri’s fingers snagged t
