Bratva Baby

Chapter Four

Sophia

The loud moaning sounds filled my ears almost as soon as I closed closed the door to the small onboard bedroom. Flopping down on the bed I let the sounds echo into my head.

We had been married less than a day and he was already taking another woman to bed. That’s how little Dimitri thought of me. I wasn’t even sure why I was surprised but I was. I had expected more.

Maybe because somewhere deep down I had been holding out for a love like Lily and my brother had. The kind of love that overcame everything.

Lily and Stefano.

Alice and Luca.

They both had the kind of relationships that people made movies about. Passionate love affairs that transcended time.

I had been holding out for that and I hadn’t even realised.

It was such an overly romantic thing to want.

The tears that had been making my vision swim, spilled over. Falling silently down my cheeks.

Why couldn’t I have what they had? What had I done that was so bad to make me deserve a man like Dimitri for a husband. Because I knew he would never love me. And that’s all I ever really wanted.

To be loved.

Blinking rapidly , I wiped my hands across my face. Smudging my makeup under my eyes. All the while the sound of passionate love making sounded from the next cabin. The Door doing nothing to muffle it.

Even now he was f*****g her.

They didn’t care that I was right here. That this was my wedding night. No, not them.

Dimitri didn’t care.

It wasn’t fair.

Climbing to my feet, I pulled down the soft sheets. I would try and sleep. Even if it meant muffling their noises with the pillows. But I would not strip my clothes off. I couldn’t stand the thought of being naked here when they were busy getting naked in the next room. Slipping between the sheets in my wedding gown I tugged them back up to my chin. A tortured sob escaped my lips. Louder than even then whatever was happening next door.

Curling up on my side, I wrapped one of the pillows around my head to cover my ears I let the tears fall.

This was a disaster. I had always known it would be but I had tried to be hopeful. Now I was stuck with a monster for life. And there was no way out of it.

“Sophia.”

I froze, my back to him. I had been so encased in my own misery that I hadn’t heard the sounds stop, or the door opening.

Dimitri voice was thick. As if emotion was making his accent stronger.

“You are crying?” The bed dipped as he sat down but I still didn’t turn to him. I didn’t say a word. “Why the tears?” Pulling on my shoulders he turned me, pushing me down on to the bed.

I didn’t answer him at first. I couldn’t even look at him. Just staring into his cruelty handsome face was too much.

“Leave me alone Dimitri.” I finally managed. I didn’t want to see him. I didn’t want him to touch me.

He was my husband but a stranger.

“No.” He said simply. “Your tears vex me.”

Again he showed he total lack of compassion. He hadn’t come to offer me comfort because I was upset. But because my tears upset him.

“Then Get you slut to moan louder.” I couldn’t keep the venom out of my voice. Pushing against his hands I tried to turn back away. I wanted to wallow in my own self misery and I couldn’t do that with his icy blues on me.

“I would rather make you moan tonight wife.”

There was no looking away from him now. His eyes bored down on mine unblinking. And there could be no denying the look.

“I would rather….” He didn’t let me finish. Crushing his lips down on mine he silenced me. He tasted like pure man and for a second I felt myself relax against him. But just for a second. And then I remembered what he had just been doing and my body tensed up under his.

“You must not pull away Sophia….”

“Then go and …..”

“I have no touched another woman since we said our vows Sophia. I am not the monster you think me. What you heard was nothing more than a video.”

“A video?” I didn’t know why that somehow made it worse. Did he make a habit of making videos of his lovers?

“A generic video. Although I think we should make one soon. I like the idea of watching you on screen.” He sounded thoughtful. “You still do not believe me?”

“I don’t know what to believe Dimitri. It is obvious you have no respect for me.”

“Come then… let me show you.” Firm fingers gripped my wrist , pulling me to my feet easily. “You can watch with me. Show that attendant that you are my woman.” He paused. “Sit on my lap and watch porn with me Sophia. And when you want me to touch you I will.”

I tried not to watch. But my eyes kept drifting back to the screen. Dimitri had pulled me on to his lap just like he had said he would. His arms around my waist.

It wasn’t just what was going on , on the screen in front of us that was making my squirm though. I could feel him pressing against my ass. Not that he moved at all. He just held me against him.

It was a heady combination. The moaning on the screen and his thick c**k pressed against st my ass.

Shame flooded me. I was turned on. Throbbing between my legs, my clit tingled. Squeezing my thighs together I tried not move a muscle. I did not want Dimitri to know how aroused I was. He was a monster , who was making me watch porn whilst sat on his lap. I shouldn’t like it , surely?

Dimitri’s hand stilled , where he had been drawing lazy circles on my thigh.

“You like this, yes?”

I shook my head. My eyes averted.

“Yes you do Sophia, I haven’t taken my eyes from you’re face. You do like it. You like being sat on me watching your dirty little movie.”

Slowly I swung my head towards him. “It’s your dirty movie Dimitri. Not mine. I am just a captive.”

“A willing captive Sophia, one I will keep in a guilded cage.” His lips hovered over mine. But he didn’t move that final inch. It was like he was waiting for me to do it. “One that will never want for anything a day in her life. Who will know mind blowing pleasure every single day. Do you want that Sophia. Do you want to be a queen? My queen?” His lids dropped. “All you need to do is submit to me, and everything will be yours. All you have to do is kiss me.”

He had barely finished before I kissed him. I wanted all of that. Everything he said and more. My lips tentatively sliding over his at first.

“Come.” Something new was in his face as he took my hand. Leading me back towards the bedroom. A softness under the granite like outer shell.

“Where are we going ?”

For a moment he paused. His eyes on mine. A small was curving up the corners of his mouth.

“To consummate our marriage Sophia. I am going to make sure you never forget who you belong to. We are going to make this union official.”