Chapter 12Jamie wasn’t the only one having a restless night. Bull, in trying to seduce Jamie, was attempting to have the man he wanted without having to commit to him in any way. He knew it was wrong, he knew he was beginning to like Jamie too much, and that made him angry. He didn’t want to end up the way he did with Tommy. There’s going to be a party tomorrow night at Indiscreet. Maybe he could talk Jamie into going by saying that he didn’t want to drive home twice. I could guilt him into staying and then ask him to volunteer for a demonstration. He’s always wanted to sub for me; I’ll give him the chance and then the scene will naturally flow into f*****g. Who am I kidding? It wouldn’t be f*****g; I’d be making love but he can never know that. I’ve got to keep it a secret. Bull punched