Catherine’s POV What was I thinking? What the f**k was I possibly thinking? What was wrong with my head? Those were the thoughts that ravaged my mind as I restlessly paced my bedroom. What happened to the decision to ignore Alessandro's existence and never let him get close to me? How could I have been so stupid on two occasions? As if f*****g him wasn't bad enough, I had also let him finger me to a breathtaking o****m earlier today. Although I hated to admit it, the o****m had calmed my raging nerves and I had smoothly carried out three surgeries today. But that was beside the point, having carnal affairs with a jerk like Alessandro was the worst thing I could possibly do. Raking my hands through my hair, I exhaled heavily as my brain unhelpfully replayed the whole thing in my he