15 PIPER Hollin and I had gone from zero to a hundred. It had been a f*****g master class in whiplash. But what we’d done was a mistake. An incredible, soul-shattering mistake. I never, ever should have had s*x with him, and he shouldn’t have asked about it in front of all of our friends the next morning. What had happened on the tour bus should have stayed on the tour bus. So, I’d done the very mature thing—antagonized him and then avoided him entirely. I had no idea what I was doing. I wanted more of what he’d offered. I wanted to feel the way I’d felt at the show, but I didn’t even know how I’d gotten to that point. How I’d let my guard down enough to get there. Hollin Abbey was the last person on the planet I wanted to be with. After what had happened with Quinn and Khloe, I’d w