PIERRE'S POV
"I love you," I added but Zaira had already entered her room. I also go to my room.
I decided not to say that word in front of her because I knew she would just be forced to reply to me.
Because I know she doesn't love me the way I love her. To this day, I know that I am still friends with her.
I'm aware of that. I’m not numb to not feeling that. But I just ignore that because I love her. I choose to fool myself because I love her. I can't lose her. I cannot afford to lose her in my life.
And I might look selfish and pitiful but I still chose to propose to her and be happy with her forced answer. At least she said yes even if it wasn't from her heart. Even if she doesn't really love me.
Of course, that hurts me. But what hurts me the most is that he kept a big secret fro
