CHAPTER 14 The scene ahead is advised for a mature audience. AZALEA I left Dimitri by the beach while I walked hurriedly towards the resthouse. He would be mad at me for sure. He had been patient, but...it was me. I was the one guilty of uncertainty, doubts, and hesitation. I couldn't ask more from him....he had given me reasons to trust him, reasons to care for him...but I failed him. It was a big mistake to agree to this weekend with him, even if it was his birthday. Oh God, what have I done? I could hurt him, even more, when I face him tomorrow --on his special day. I'm despicable. I was fully conscious of our s****l attraction; exposing ourselves further to temptation was a big mistake. What should I do? I wasn’t even sure if I was attracted to Dimitri or only used him to forget