The Best Friend Agreement

Moment of weakness

Ryder’s P.O.V

I headed to the bathroom, not actually needing it but I had to get away from Ivy for a moment. I was beginning to struggle to breathe probably with the way she was looking at me. The more days that pass the more I think what happened between us should never have happened, nothing we can do about it now. I headed into the bathroom, splashing cold water on my face, taking a few deep breaths. I pulled myself together, ready to head back out.

“Ryder?” I heard from behind me

I knew by the way my heart ached who it was. I took another deep breath, slowly turning to face her

“Ellie what do you want?” I asked annoyed

She stepped in closer to me, her scent filling my nose...she always smelt good.

“Can we talk please?” she whispered, her hand falling on my chest

I swallowed hard, hearing my heart pound in my chest and she did too

“Ryder the sound of your heart tells me you still want me...love me. Does Ivy make your heart beat that fast when she is close to you?” she whispered seductively

I went to answer her but my mouth had went dry. I hated she could still make me feel this way. I hated how she could still make my heart and pulse go crazy...my palms sweaty. I never realised we were moving until I felt my back against one of the walls behind me, Ellie's body pressed against mine.

“Ryder I know you still want me...take me Ryder...take me right here. No one has ever f****d me quite like you Ryder.” She purred at me, pressing her front against my crotch.

I could feel my breathing become uneven...my length starting to stir in my jeans. My body still wanted her as much as it used too. I was losing all of my control around her...feeling myself getting closer to giving into her.

“Ellie.” I started but never got to finish cause she pressed her lips against mine

I whimpered into her lips, kissing her back like a fool. Ellie wrapped her fingers in my hair, tugging roughly as we kissed...the way she knew I liked it. I wrapped my arms around her, pulling her body hard...tight against mine causing us both to moan loudly, Ellie rolling her hips against my now hardened length. It only last a few minutes before she pulled away, taking a step back from me, her lower lip between her teeth

“I knew you still wanted me baby. I will be in touch...real soon.” She winked brushing her hand over my hard on before turning and walking away.

I stood there a panting, hot mess with a raging boner and then reality hit. I am a f*****g i***t why would I let that happen? The b***h broke my heart...left me for my brother for Christ sake, plus according to everyone I was with Ivy now so why would I do a damn stupid thing like that? I needed to get out of here. I made my way back to hall, heading straight to Ivy, completing ignoring Ellie's eyes on me. I felt like an idiot...like trash someone used and then through away.

“Can we get out of here please Ace?” I whispered from beside her

She turned to face me, a concerned look on her face

“You Ok?” she asked

“No....not really. I need to get out of here...away from her.” I whispered

“Ok. Let's go home.” She said

We said goodbye to everyone...giving them some excuse on why we were leaving, arranging to get together soon.

“You wanna tell me what is going on?” Ivy aske worried

“Ellie.” I sighed

“What did that b***h do now? Do I need to slap her cause I will?” she hissed, making me chuckle a little

“No she is not worth it. I love how you get all protective over me...its sweet.” I said managing a smile

“Always you should know that by now.” She smiled, pulling me into her, hugging me “so you wanna tell me what the b***h done?” she added

And I told her everything...even the part about me kissing her back. She sighed, shaking her head. I felt my heart break all over again as I told her. I was ready for home. I hailed us down a cab, giving the driver our address and was glad when we pulled up outside, we headed inside. My phone went as I sat down, a text coming through...Ellie

Ellie: Hey baby. I forgot how much I missed you kissing me. I miss the way you touch me...make love to me. Can we meet up sometime baby please? No one needs to know x

With that I launched my phone across the room, smashing it off the wall, shattering it. Why can she not leave me alone? Even with the anger I felt towards her I still felt my length twitch at the thought of being that way with her again and I hated myself for it.

“Ryder what the heck? Why did you do that?” Ivy said appearing in front of me

I never answered her...instead I done something I knew I should not do. I grabbed her pulling her into me, kissing her roughly. She hesitated but started kissing me back the same way. I was quick to pull away when I realised what I was doing. I was gonna use my best friend to make myself feel better and that is wrong of me.

“s**t! Sorry. I should not have done that. I was hurt, angry and needing to stop thinking about her.” I said feeling like a complete jackass.

Ivy stood there, staring at me, face flushed and her eyes a dark shade of grey

“Did it help?” she whispered

I nodded, ashamed of myself. I was expecting her to be mad at me but instead she stepped in closer to me, one hand on my hip, the other on my chest. I gulped, not sure what she was gonna do

“A…A…Ace what you doing?” I stuttered out

She looked up at me, a seductively look in her eyes, her tongue running over her bottom lip

“I am gonna continue what you started.” She purred

Shit! I felt my length harden right away with her words. She has been on the vodka tonight which apparently makes her horny as heck, information she shared with me a while ago.

“Ivy I don’t want you feeling like I am using you to make myself feel better, that is not fair and you know it.” I said with the little control I had left in me

“Your upset, need comfort…I am drunk and horny…it is a win…win.” She giggled

I went to protest but never had a chance cause she pressed her lips against mine in a heated kiss, a loud groan falling from my lips…my member twitch…ready for her. I thought we were not gonna do this again? All those thoughts disappeared as she ground her hips into me, walking us backwards, throwing me down on the sofa, climbing on top of me, straddling my hips…her lips still pressed hard against mine. I moaned loudly, grabbing her ass between my hands before moving my hands upwards, slowly unzipping her dress. She stood up between my legs, the dress falling from her body, landing on the floor below her. She had the sexiest little blue and black lace underwear set on. I felt myself beginning to throb, grabbing onto the edge of the sofa to try control my hands from grabbing her, throwing her on the floor and doing her senseless but she aint some random girl I can do that to, she is my best friend, to me that makes things different. I reached for her hips, pulling her back onto my lap, grabbing her breasts roughly in my hands, making her moan…her head falling back. I used this to my advantage, reaching in, letting my lips trail her throat and the valley between her breaths. She moaned loudly, moving into my lips. Ivy reached in, slowly undoing the buttons of my shirt, pushing it of my shoulders, she leaned in close, placing her lips over my bare chest, her hand sliding between our bodies, undoing my jeans. I lifted my hips, letting her pull my jeans from my body, dropping to the floor. Her eyes caught mine, dark with lust, and a sexy smirk on her face

“Are we really gonna do this again?” I breathed out

“Yes!” she panted

Well then it looks like I am gonna be f*****g my best friend again.