Chapter 1-1
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Chapter 1
Sasha
My father’s men say he only has days to live. Maybe only hours. We’re at his home in Moscow—a residence I’ve never been permitted to enter before.
A place I hated from the time I was a little girl.
It means little to me now. Ditto on his approaching death.
I can’t say I love the man. He was a terrible father and a worse partner to my mother. Partner, not husband—no, he couldn’t marry her.
It’s against the bratva code.
She was his kept mistress for thirty years until last week when he informed her she was now the mistress of Vladimir, his right-hand man. That’s right—he literally bestowed his mistress on another man. Like she was some w***e he owned. No, worse than a w***e—like she was his slave.
She had no choice in the matter.
Like I say, he’s not a nice man, my father.
“Come, Sasha, your father wants to see you,” my mother says in a hushed tone. My once beautiful mother suddenly appears old. She’s pale, her face drawn up and pinched in grief.
Despite it all, she still loves my father deeply.
I follow her into his room. He didn’t want to die in a hospital, so his large bedroom has been converted to one. Medical machines surround him; there are nurses on duty twenty-four/seven. The curtains are open, letting the summer sun in through the large windows.
“Aleksandra.” He calls me by my full name.
I flinch. He’s still as formidable as ever, even thin and frail in his crimson striped robe. His face is a deathly grey pallor.
“Come.” He summons me to his side. I walk over reluctantly. I may be twenty-three, but something about the man makes me still feel like an errant child. He takes my hand, and I have to work not to shudder at the feel of his dry, bony fingers holding mine.
“Sasha, I will provide for you,” he says. Coughs.
I swallow.
Providing for us was the only good thing he did for me and my mother. I should be grateful. We’ve lived in luxury for our whole lives. I even got to attend the college of my choice in the United States—University of Southern California, where I studied acting. But of course, he summoned me back the moment I graduated.
And I came because he holds the purse-strings.
If he leaves me enough money in his will, I plan to go back to America to pursue my dreams.
“Your husband arrives today.”
I don’t even understand his words at first. I blink. Look over my shoulder at my mother. “Excuse me?” Surely I heard that wrong.
“The man who will marry you. To protect you and manage your financial interests.”
I draw my hand back. “I’m sorry, what?”
Anger flickers on my father’s face, and my body instantly responds with trembling. No matter how much I try not to care, I’m still the little girl just dying to please him, to win his love. To make him see me and give me attention this time.
Of course, I never show it. I’ve played the rebellious teenager with him for a long time now. I toss my hair for emphasis. “I am not marrying anybody.”
He points a finger at me. “You will do what I tell you to do and be grateful I have found a way to protect and provide for you from the grave.” A little spittle flies from his mouth.
My stomach churns. It’s too disturbing to see death hammering his body and not to be affected, but I don’t want to care. I want to just hate him through it all.
I do hate him.
“Who?” I demand. “Who am I to marry?”
A tap sounds on the door, and my father nods, like he’s satisfied. Vladimir enters. “Maxim has arrived.”
I lose my breath like I’ve been punched in the stomach.
Maxim.
Surely not? What kind of sick, twisted plan of my father’s is this?
Maxim, the charming, powerful former protege of my father? The one I had exiled with my lies?
Maxim comes in, and I back away from my father toward the shadowed corner where my mother stands, hovering, wringing her hands. “You knew about this,” I accuse.
Tears swim in her eyes. I’m glad because they help me swallow my own.
“Maxim.” My father holds out his hand to him.
Maxim glances in our direction, and I make a move to leave, but my mother grabs my arm and keeps me in place. Vladimir, who also stepped into the room, shifts in front of the door like he’s blocking it. Like he’s a prison guard.
Nothing shows on Maxim’s handsome face. Just the sight of him after six years makes my heart pound. He wears the same inscrutable mask I remember. Surely he hates me after what I did. He clasps my father’s hand, going down on one knee beside the bed. “Papa.”
Papa. That’s what they call my father because he’s their leader. In a way, I supposed he was like a father to Maxim, who I recall ran away from an orphanage at age fourteen. Probably a better father to him than he ever was to me, his real flesh and blood.
“At last, you’ve come,” my father rasps, laying his free hand on Maxim’s shoulder like a priest giving a benediction. “I have a dying request, Maxim.”
“What is it?” Maxim’s voice is low and respectful. Watching them, you’d never know my father banished Maxim, not only from his side but from this country.
“You have followed the Code of Thieves?”
Maxim nods.
“You have not taken a wife or family?”
“Nyet.”
“Good. You will break it now to marry Sasha,” my father says.
Even though I half-expect it, the words still hit me like a tidal wave, crashing over me, washing me in panic.
Maxim’s broad shoulders and back are to me, so I can’t see his face, but he must be as horrified as I am.
He slowly rises from his kneeling position, slides his hands in his pockets and waits, not offering a response.
“I will leave my interest in all the oil wells to Sasha, only so long as she is married to you. You will manage her financial interests and protect her from threats. If she dies before she bears children, the interest transfers to Vladimir, who is charged with leading the Moscow cell and caring for Galina, her mother.”
“You’re selling me,” I choke from the corner.
He is—just like he sold my mother.
“Silence!” My father throws up a hand in my direction, not even deigning to look my way.
Maxim turns, though. He gives me a long, considering look, probably reminding himself how I ruined his life. He could have Vladimir’s place at the helm of the bratva now if it hadn’t been for me.
I press my lips together, so he won’t see them tremble.
“She is not a virgin,” my father says, like he’s apologizing for delivering flawed goods.
I want to puke.
“She had a wild period out of my control when she went to college in America. But then, you are used to American women, no?”
Still, Maxim says nothing.
“You will do this for me,” my father says. It’s not a question, it’s an order, but he watches Maxim’s face intently, looking for clues. “Take her back to Chicago with you. Keep her out of the fray—protected and safe. Enjoy her money.”
Maxim scrubs a hand over his face.
“You can punish her for the lie she told about you. No hard feelings, eh? You’ve done well for yourself in America. I hear Ravil lives like a king, and you enjoy the benefits.”
I go still, hearing that my father knew I lied.
“And if I die first?” Maxim asks, all business. This is a transaction. My father’s offering a dowry for my hand. “Who holds the interest in trust for Sasha?”
“Vladimir,” my father says.
Maxim gives his head a small shake. Vladimir’s in the room, but Maxim doesn’t look his way. “Make it Ravil,” he says. Ravil is the boss of the Chicago branch of bratva and Maxim’s boss since his banishment.
My father considers, then looks at Vladimir. “Make the change,” he orders. “And send in the clerk.”
Vladimir immediately leaves the room.
“You will do this for me,” my father repeats, looking at Maxim.
Maxim bows his head. “I will.”
“Do not disrespect my name by disrespecting my daughter.”
“Never,” Maxim says immediately. He turns again and studies me. Something flutters in my lower belly at his dark gaze. If my father has his way, I will belong to this man. He will control me completely. My entire destiny is in his hands.
But I’m not going to lie down and play the submissive, doting, always available mistress my mother did.
Screw that.
I’m going to fight back.
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