We were wonderful together. The memories are fresh in Josh’s mind as he drives to the airport. There had been so many good times together on tour, so many loving moments. Even when things started to get rough, the two men were there for each other. He still isn’t quite sure what happened…when the arguments began, the petty fights and mean words they smoothed over with greedy kisses. It wasn’t the show itself tearing them apart—DeMar was the lead, the star, the one people came to see; Josh knew it, he was cool with it. He was an ensemble cast member, nothing more. But when the curtains came down, Josh was the one DeMar reached for first. They shared a studio apartment in the city, and a bed while on tour, and at some point Josh started to hope perhaps they’d have more than just