I am my husbands secret Affair

Nine. Delilah has to make a move.~•~•~•~•~☆~

Delilah

Antonio heard me moving around in the room. I was looking for my phone.

I saw a message from Brandon. "Are you coming back home, why did you leave last night? I need to talk to you."

I set my phone down.

Taking out a thermometer from my bag, I took my temperature, not orally.

I had read about this, when my basel body temperature rose, I could be ovulating. I was getting frustrated with Brandon's lack of participation.

Of course he didn't know that I wanted his baby.

Antonio watched me, the way my face moved as I was in deep thought. My eyebrows bounced around.

He smiled.,"Bella, you need help over there? You are so loud, rummaging around."

I took a deep breath, I almost forgot Tony was here. I must look horrible.

"Did we do anything last night that we, uh I might regret?"

He smiled and curled his finger motioning for me to come over to his bed.

I pursed my lips together. "Ah, no that's a slippery slope. You tried to seduce me last night."

He rolled back onto the bed.

" I tried to seduce you, you might think a little harder on that one. It was all you. Wearing that breezy white blouse. You were a tigress hunting male flesh, on the prowl. Grrrr!"

I threw a pillow at him. He laughed then stood up. He was tall.

His black hair looked good all ruffled up. His face told me I was about to get pounced on.

He took a step towards me. I raised one brow.

"You think you want to kiss me, but you haven't smelled my dragon breath."

He shrugged and kept advancing on me.

I felt excited now. I wanted him still this morning.

He took me by the appropriately buttoned up blouse lapels and kissed me on each cheek.

I wanted more. Kiss me...

He saw it in my eyes. I was breathless. He held back.

I was a married woman.

I caressed the back of his hand and kissed it.

"Thank you." I looked away from his penetrating eyes.

"Thank you for letting me be a completely, crazy -fool around you, and not taking advantage of....well."

He took my soft chin and turned my face towards his.

"Delilah, if you want to be with Brandon, then tell me now. I won't be the reason you leave him.

I can't help you with the Lilly Spark thing. I am just a man with passions of my own. It took everything that was good in me to not make fierce love with you. I will let you decide. But not both of us."

I nodded.

I felt a pull towards Antonio. It would be easy, he would be exciting and thrilling. I frowned.

This is exactly what Brandon had wanted with Lilly Spark.

I turned away.

"Tony, I need to see this through. I am married.

Brandon is lost right now. I need to look for him.

I'm pretty sure he will end our marraige when I find him. He is choosing Lilly over me. Even though, I am Lilly. Am I crazy to be taking this so far?"

Antonio heard what he needed to hear. Brandon would end the marriage. He would be patient.

"Delilah?"

" Please Tony, call me Bella or Bellisima."

"Ah, Okay, Bella. We need to stay away from each other. I will only muddle your mushy mind. If you really need me, just call me," when you are ready he thought.

I nodded.

"Tony, will you walk me home?" I didn't want to tell him that Brandon was waiting for me to talk to me today.

I spoke to Tony about my plans to go to the gym before dinner and little mundane conversation.

He frowned and felt funny. He was feeling hot himself.

He started to breath heavy. His chest felt heavy. Dribbles of sweat came around his forhead.

He stopped walking suddenly grabbing his chest.

I had kept taking and walking. I turned around. "Tony?"

I saw him leaning over.

He dropped to the ground.

I ran to him and dialed 911.

I saw that he wasn't breathing now. No heart beat at his neck. He was dead. Panic!

I felt like I was in a tunnel. The 911 operator told me what to do.

I started chest compressions. I breathed life into him. "One, two , three, four, five....the operator counted to keep me on pace.

I was tired, I couldn't stop. I kept going.

Then I heard the sirens, saw the firetruck. They moved me aside.

They ripped open his shirt and put sticky things on his chest and yelled,"Clear!" They shocked him three times.

The ambulance came, "Ma'am you need to step back, we will try to save your husband."

I didn't correct them, I stepped back then sat down and prayed,

"Let him be okay, please."

They put an IV in his arm and picked him up with a back board. Then two men pushed him into the back of the ambulance and drove away quickly.

I saw a button from his shirt on the side walk, and picked it up, holding it in my hand. I turned and walked away.

Numbly walking home. Brandon was there. He was angry.

"Why did you try to wake me up last night? What is your problem Delilah, I was sleeping?" So angry, trying to hurt her, all her fault.

I felt numb. I couldn't do this.

So I held up one finger and went to the bathroom and texted Brandon as Lilly. "Tonight, your place."

Brandon responded.

"My place might be no good, the wife just got back from slutting around."

I walked out of the bathroom.

" I have a work trip to take, I'm leaving after dinner."

Brandon smiled and rubbed his hands together.

"My place 9 pm?" He texted Lilly back.

I turned from him and typed, "Can't wait!"

Brandon left the house, slamming the door. Not saying a word.

I walked up the stairs to the attic and dropped off her wig and other Lilly props I had removed from the car.

I grabbed my old mattress from the spare room and pulled it down to the basement, then took the bed frame and worked on setting that back together.

Looking in the garage, I found a bag of zip ties.

I would take him tonight. If he fought me, I would use my stun gun on him.

I was thinking and planning this for weeks. It started as just a fantasy. I bought the stun gun last week.

Either way, I would fight for this.

I just wanted a baby, then he could kick me out.

I did all of this trying not to think about Tony, laying there dead.

I knew he had died right in front of me. I would finish this. I now had no other paths.

" Tony, " my eyes welled up. I set up the basement and got in my car to go to the hospital.

I found a nurse who told me Tony was in ICU. They weren't allowing non relatives in.

I was turned away.

An ambulance driver that had been on the scene with Tony had recognized me and walked me out.

" You saved him you know, I mean he is in ICU, not the morgue." I nodded and drove home. I couldn't talk I was so upset.

Brandon texted me and said,

" Have a nice trip wife."

I felt like he slapped me.

I began to crack.

***********

Brandon

I was super stoked. Tonight was the night. I went to the store and bought some goodies, toys, lube, candles, chocolates. I was prepared. I rubbed my hands together.

" I'm going to f**k her so hard."

I laughed to myself, I felt almost giddy. I deserved it, I'm a good man. I deserve to play a little. My wife can't stop me.

I deserve to be the man daddy taught me to be. I'm too young to be tied down.

I thought about Lilly now. I pushed away all thoughts of guilt. Tonight was about me, my pleasure.

But why did I feel so sick to my stomach. My wife was a good woman, she would find another to love.

************

Delilah

I was ready. I put on the wavy blond wig and dressed in a red neglige, the same one I paid $200. for.

Brandon seemed to like it when Lilly had face timed while wearing it.

Lilly wore a faux fur coat. Finishing off her w***e look with thigh high leather boots.

She put on the extra long eye lashes and did her make up.

Wearing a feathery mask on her face, she looked mysterious.

Brandon shaved his face, then his whole body.

He sprayed a generous amount of the body spray that I had bought him over the holidays.

He set up the candles. He lay in our bed, thinking of positions that he wanted to try with Lilly.

He would be gentle, better than big daddy, then if she wanted it hard, he would go hard.

He waited for Lilly. He would finally have her in his bed, no more excuses.

No one to stop them.

He texted me. "How's your trip going?" He wanted to make sure I was gone.

I didn't know how to respond.

I was feeling sick about my plans. I was getting worked up, feeling second thoughts.

I texted Brandon. "I have always loved you. Whatever tonight is for you, I forgive you."

I didn't see any response. After tonight I would have my baby and he would be free.

I was so worried about Antonio too.

Tonight would be life changing either way.