A Lone Alpha?

Chapter 6 - ROMAN

I don’t know what came over me when I asked her back to my room. I don’t normally do that sort of stuff. The other guys do, but me, I stay away from women, they make me weak. An Alpha, as I will be needs to be strong and a woman is a point of weakness. But kissing her felt so f*****g good! Dancing with her had been good. I planned for that to be all….. but her sexy dance moves got me hooked. The sensation from her touch……. I know that is what the mate bond is for. Her face looked so beautiful with exhilaration and excitement looking at the view.

When she turned back to look at me I couldn’t help but kiss her. The kiss soon turned more intense - I wanted to keep kissing her. But don’t like the thought of being out in public with an audience. It could get back to my Dad then too, and he would be on my case telling me how much a woman is a weakness.

She took me by surprise when she agreed to come back with me. Though I did add to chill out in the hope she didn’t think of me badly. I wonder if that is why she agreed? Right now I don’t care, she is coming back to my room and I plan to enjoy my time with her……..

I lead her by the hand out of the club, avoiding any staff as best I can knowing they would likely report back to my Dad. I see her biting her lip looking anxious now.

“You sure you want to come back sugar” I ask her as we head into the elevator.

“I’m here aren’t I?” she smiles shyly.

I move across the elevator to her, wrapping my arms around her waist and gently kiss her lips again, I feel her smile against my lips as I do. Mmmm seems she likes this as much as me………

I let my hand gently follow the curve of her waist down to her butt. This girl is perfect! ah well, a woman is a weakness! one night with my mate is all. An Alpha is stronger alone! I remind myself.

The elevator pinged as it arrived at my floor. I took her hand and led her to my room. I was actually nervous now. My heart felt like it was going to beat right on out of my chest. I opened the door and we walked into the room.

I wish now that I had the usual suite, but then she may have known who I was. I look to her and she smiles at me. I finally have my mate alone……..

“I will order some beers for us” I tell her, opening the hotel app on my phone.

She goes to sit herself on the edge of the bed, and I watch her slip off her silver shoes and chuck them to the floor, and then curls her long, tan legs under her on the bed. Making herself comfy…… nice! Once I sort the room service order I go join her on the bed.

“Hey” I say awkwardly, unsure why I suddenly feel nervous. Well I do know, this is the first time I have done anything like this!

She looks to me a cute smile on her face “Hey to you too” and then she taps me on the nose with her index finger.

I can’t help but smile. “You want to watch tv?” I ask nervously, trying to distract from the real reason I really wanted her up here.

“Sure” she smiles.

I stand to grab the remote, and flick on the tv, finding a movie that is on we could watch. I sit beside her again, feeling awkward.

“You want me to go Roman?” she asks gently.

“NO!” I say quickly, she looks taken back by how I answered, it was a little loud and harsh. “Sorry, I really don’t want you to go. I’m just not good at this sort of stuff.” I admit.

I see her smile “hmmmm, looking at you, I’d say I find that hard to believe, but I’m not good at this sort of stuff either” and then she is biting her lips in that cute way again……

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

I jump up off the bed to answer the door to be greeted by a waiter with an ice bucket of beer for us. “Thanks” I say to him, passing a note as a tip.

Hopefully some more drinks may help with the nerves. Though I don’t want to be out of it.

As werewolves we have the ability to drink the usual amount of alcohol and it have little to no effect, so for us to be experiencing what most people consider drunkenness we would have to have drunk way in excess of a normal amount. That can be good for a night out - but bad too as it gets expensive!

“You want a beer sugar?” I ask her with a smile.

She nods, I notice she has now sat herself further back on the bed, leaning her back against the headboard, her long tan legs now stretched out along the bed - f*****g sexy legs they are too!

I grab two beers and open them, and sit myself next to her, passing her her beer. She quickly takes a drink, maybe she is as nervous as me.

“So Maya, you going to tell me a bit about yourself? I know you not from round here, which pack you from?” I ask, wanting her to know I know she is a werewolf.

She looks at me, a look of surprise on her face “White Claw Pack” she mutters with an eye roll.

Hmmmm ok, not sure why she says it like that. I don’t know much about that pack to be honest. I know it’s a smaller pack out west. Alpha Monroe? No, it's Beta Monroe I think. Alpha Wilson maybe? I have work to do before I am Alpha of our pack learning the Alpha’s of all the country’s packs.

“How did you know?” she asks.

“Instinct sugar” I smile.

She shakes her head at me with a slow, and sexy smile. “This movie is crap” she says.

I can’t help but laugh “Okay, what do you want to do?”

I know what I want to do! Just not quite brave enough!

“Well I came to dance the night away” she laughs.

“We can dance” I put on some music and take the beer from her and and place it along with mine on the TV unit.

I offer her my hand and she takes it with a grin, I pull her from the bed, a little harder than I needed to so she was quickly close to me. And we were soon dancing.

Her close to me again. This was fun, with nobody else but me and her here she was less shy with her dancing. Twisting and turning them curvy hips of hers in ways that could drive a man insane! We laughed, we danced, we drank, we kissed, we touched….. I couldn’t help but let my hands wander a little as she was close to me. This was turning into hell of a night!

Our dancing was fun, there was barely space between us, my hands moving up and down her body, as her body moved in time with the music, I move mine in time with hers. I run my hand up over her hip, raising it to gently stroke her cheek before pulling her face to me again for another kiss. I told myself I wouldn’t kiss her too much but it feels good! It is just one night. I want to make the most of it…….

I feel like I am fighting an internal battle with myself. I believe, as does my father, that an Alpha is stronger on his own, that a woman and mate is a weakness, a distraction to his strength and can be used against him. My father was a lone Alpha and that is what I was expected to be. No not expected, that is what I would be.

This may be my fated mate but she would never be my mate - I could not accept her as such. It was a blessing she had not shifted yet, so did not yet have the ability to sense I was her fated mate, so I was able to have this time with her and then move on with my life to be the strong lone Alpha I was destined to be. That I needed to be. Like my father.

I feel her body respond to mine as our lips meet once more, her heart is racing again as much as mine is. I swear I can smell her arousal too. I think my girl wants me! Perhaps I could have more than just some kisses - that was something I hadn’t contemplated. It is just one night after all. I feel even more nervous at the thought. Let's see what happens……

We continue to kiss, her hand pulling at my hair gently as she nips my lip with her teeth. Mmm this girl is driving me insane! I let my hand slip down to her her thigh to let it slide up to see if she pushes it away. Instead, she slides herself closer as she continues dancing to the music we have playing in the room. I slide my hand up her thigh, moving her dress upward as I do, the smell of her arousal is getting stronger, so I know she is enjoying this as much as me.

I kiss her harder, one hand in her hair, one hand slowly teasing along the line of her panties. I feel her gasp in shock.

OK, maybe I should stop. I pause. She is looking at me, her eyebrows raised. I know she has probably had far too much to drink.

“Sorry.” I begin to say, but she shocks me as she suddenly slips her dress off over her head.

Now she is stood in front of me in nothing more than a lacy black tube bra, and a black lacy pair of panties…..

Holy s**t! This is pretty sad, but that is the first girl I have seen in her underwear. And she looks soooo goooddd! I know there is going to be a massive bulge within my pants if she was to come near me now. It had already been an issue with the way she had been dancing - well, let's just say it had become an even bigger issue!

“I was getting hot anyway” she grins, as she takes my hand and continues to dance despite now being in her underwear. Her dress tossed across the chair in the corner of the room, now forgotten.

“I am not going to complain…” I grin back.

“You could always join me” she winks.

Wait. She wants me undressed?. I don’t need asking twice! I slip off my black t-shirt, throwing it across to the chair to join her dress. I see her eyes taking in my toned chest and abdomen. As an upcoming Alpha I have to train hard and am in pretty good shape. I can see her eyes taking in every inch of me - it feels good! I undo my trousers, sliding them down, leaving on my boxers underneath, so now we are both stood in our underwear……

“Well I wasn’t expecting a disco in my underwear sugar! I had planned to have some drinks and chill” I smile, pulling her close to me.

She throws her head back in a laugh, such a glorious sound to my ears! Her gorgeous chocolate brown eyes twinkling in the light of the lamps we have on in the room. “I could always put my dress back on if you would prefer?” she looked up at me.

I look down to her, her eyes looking intently into mine. I am feeling kind of brave. “Well to be honest…” I begin.

Dammit…. I don’t know if I can say it!

She is looking at me expectantly waiting for me to continue. “To be honest what?” she pokes me in my chest with her finger. “Is that a yes? I don’t mind” she smiles. She begins to move away. I assume to get her dress. I quickly grab her hand.

“NO! I meant, to be honest, I was kind of hoping of getting a little closer, maybe even taking these off too.” I blurt out and signal to her underwear.

Oh my goddess I sound so bad!!!

The room is silent. Maya looks shocked. I close my eyes. I messed up! I was having fun. She seemed to be having fun and I messed that up saying something stupid.

Then I hear a quiet giggle “Lets see what happens then. Weren’t we dancing the night away?” I hear her say. I open my eyes. She is standing in front of me smiling.

I pull her to me and kiss her. I am sitting on the bed so she is leaning over to kiss me.

Oooohhhh I get a nice view of her cleavage here!

She stands in front of me swaying her hips in time to the music. I rest my hands on her hips, quite happy to be sitting here looking up at this gorgeous goddess of a woman! The big mane of dark curls moving with the sway of her body - she was perfection in every form! The moon goddess did well with her. Shame I won’t be keeping her. I find myself thinking.

As werewolves we have a Goddess of the Moon, Selene, who we worship and look up to. We believe that she is the one who created us as wolves, and that she is the one who creates the mate bonds. That she pairs us with our wolves when we shift, and that she selects who is our fated mate. She wasted Maya on me.

But an Alpha doesn’t need a mate, a mate is a weakness. A way to manipulate or control an Alpha. A way to distract an Alpha. An Alpha is stronger alone. I remind myself. You can enjoy her for tonight…

I have my hands at her waist and gently lift Maya so she is on my lap now, so I am able to kiss her again, never tiring of the sensation of her touch and the tingling sensation it brings due to the mate bond. I feel bad she isn’t feeling the same with her not having shifted yet. But that works in my favour as it means I can be with my mate this once. And still be a lone Alpha like I should be.

Maya manoeuvres herself so she is sat with one thigh either side of mine, gently kissing my lips, she may have been sat on my lap, but there was no way she could not have noticed my ever present bulge within my boxers now. She was driving me insane with lust and she had to know it! And going off the smell of arousal me and my wolf could smell from her I would say I was having a similar effect on her.

She ran her hand through my hair roughly, and gently nibbled my lip as we kissed the way I liked. I groaned. “I want you Sugar” I say breathlessly between kisses needing her permission before doing anything else.

She stops kissing me momentarily, looks at me nervously, biting her lip, looking awfully sexy. I see her chest heaving as she speaks. I have a feeling she is nervous. “Well you best come get me then.” She breathes.