6 Months Later......
Being a Mama was amazing, but oh so tiring! Little Ryder was perfect, but I did not realise how much he would eat, scream or not sleep!! Combining that with my new university course was certainly an interesting combination for my frazzled brain. But I remained determined. The women in my new pack were so kind and were helping so much with Ryder, he had so many new surrogate Aunts and Grandma’s. He was spoilt for cuddles and love.
Part of me hurt that my Mum wasn't there to be one of them giving him the cuddles and the love, as I knew she would have loved grandchildren one day. But my decision had deprived her of that privilege. The women on pack would look after him for me when Ana could not, so I could attend all of my classes and also, so I could complete all of m
