Navier is smiling from ear to ear while watching the video's that i made lately at nahuli nya ako na inedit iyon at ang ending ay hindi sya nakatiis. Pinanood ito at inaasar ako.
"This is nice baby, i love the way you do this video. I can feel your love and affection to me," he said with sweet voice and hug my back. The way he whisper those words to me are making me feel alive, hindi ko maramdaman na naiilang ako sa kanya.
"Akala ko aasarin mo pa ako, kapag inasar mo ulit ako talagang delte na yan mamaya." Lumayo agad akoa kay Navi dahil naninindig naman na ang balahibo ko. I look away when i see his flashy smiles that can capture anyone who will see it.
"I won't baby, saka maganda talaga. Just like you," he said and i can fel that all of my bloods are in my cheeks, ang init na sa katawan na pakiramdam, pati sa pinsgi ay ganon din.
"Bola pa, saka alam ko ano! Hindi mo naman ako liligawan kung panget ako at mukang hardinera, diba?" I ask Navi and he smirk, binuhat ako papunta sa cottage at doon andoon ang mga pag-kain namin at mga baon para sa three days namin sa beach. Malapit na ang anniversary namin at dito namin napili na mag-celebrate.
"At saan mo namna nahanap yang sinasabi mo? Didn't i tell you before that i love everything about you," he said while looking straight to my face and i feel the uncomfortable atmosphere.
"I love your imperfections, flaws and all good things about you. Tanggap kita at handa ko tanggapin lahat ng mga pag-kakamali na magagawa mo palang, alam mo kung bakit?" He look straight to my eyes and i can feel the heat between his body and mine, this is insane. Not good for me.
"W-why?" I ask and his smirk keeps playing on my mind,a anakakabaliw ang mga ginagawa saakin ni Navi, at hinahanap hanap ko na din ang ugali nya na mapag-laro at kakaiba.
"Because I am so damn crazy about you baby, you are exceptional and having you in my arms are such a blessing. So no matter what happen. You are all mine, saakin lang at wala nang iba pa." Kinulaaonaag akoni Navi sa kanyang bisig at nakaupo ako sa kandungan nito, he start tickling my neck and waist.
Ang hagikgik namin ay dinig sa malapit saaming cottage. I close my eyes when his tickles turn into kiss, a hot and sizzling kisses.
I bite y lips, walang lakas ng loob para idilat ito dahil alam ko na ang mga mata ni Navi ay nakatingin saakin ngayon.
I can feel the softness of his lips on my nape, sumunod sa leeg and bite it delicately. It feels like I will exploe anytime. I am not familiar in this kind of sensation.
"S-s**t," I moan and felt that something is pocking on my butt, dahil nakaupo ako sa kandungan ni Navi, mas uminit narin ang hita nito at hindi ako mapakali ngayon. I want to move my hips and grind, but my mind says that it's a bad idea.
"N-navi.." I feel that the heat is invading my whole system, para akong naliligaw at hindi mapakali sa nang-yayare saakin ngayon, gusto ko kumawala na pero hindi ko magawa, my under wear start soaking, it's new to me. Hindi ko pa nararanasan ang ganito simula noon.
Navis is my first boyfriend, my first kiss, hug and more. At tinatak ko sa isipan ko na si Navi lamang angaa lalaki na pag-bibigyan ko ng pag-kababae ko at sa tamang panahon ko iyon balak, kapag kasal na kami.
"Baby, stop me now." He said while his hands are travelling on my waist, down on my thighs, hindi naman na ako mapakali sa tuwing gumagalaw ang palad nya sa balat ko, all i can do is moan and groan. Call his name and explore this kind of new sensation.
"W-what?" I asked and bite my lips when Navi reach my underwear and caress it with his finger, caressing it without removing my undies.
"Oh my god, Navier!" asik ko habang ang kamay ko naman ay humigpit angaa kapit sa braso ni Navier na kumahaplos saakin.
"Stop me if you want to," he said, nag-dadalawang isip ako at parang naga-ddilehiryo ako ngayon at sobrang init at kahit gusto ko man na itigil, ang katawan ko ay umaayon sa kagustuhan at ginagawa ni Navi ngayon.
I groan and try my best to resist all of the heat that i felt now, pero ang hirap pigilan. Hindi ko din alam kung pwede pa bang pigilan.
"N-navi, I don't know," sagot ko nang marahan bago tuluyan na nang-hina at binagsak ang sarili ko sa init na pinadama saakin ni Navi ngayon, his hands are good at everything.
"What baby?" he asked and i bite my lips at the moment his finger start playing on my private part.
Ang tangi ko lang gawin ay pumikit at hayaan sya sa kung ano ang gusto nyang gawin sa katawang lupa ko ngayon.
"I love your moans, it lingers on my ears baby." He slid his finger on my female part, at the moment he enter his finger, it send shiver on my spine. My whole system is wrecked and my mind is blowed away.
My nails tart scratching his back, every thrust of his fingers are making me feel good and i can feel everything he do inside me.
Para naman na akong mababaliw ng mas dumiin at ang mga mata ni Navi ay nasa akin lang, his eyes that full of desire, nakakadala at hindi na maaari pang tanggihan. But it feels like this is not the right time. My mind is against on what my body wants.
"N-navi," pag-tawag ko kay Navi bago ito itinulak ng marahan at tinago ang muka ko sa balikat nito.
I bite his shoulder and he stop moving at the moment i call his name, maybe he feel that i want to stop now.
"Yes baby? Do you want me to stop?" He ask with his calm voice, dama ko ang pag-aalala sa tinig ni Navi.
"I am sorry baby, i am not ready," I apologize and start sobbing on his shoulder, nahihiya ako.
"Don't be baby, i understand if you want me to stop okay?" Hinaplos nito ang likod ko saka yumakap saakin.
"This is not the right time, maybe if we get married baby, don't worry, mahal na mahal kita kahit anong mang-yare, okay?" He ask and tumango lamang ako ng marahan bago umangat at pinag dikit ang mga noo namin ni Navi
"Mahla na mahal din kita, Navier."