Be With Me, Always

Chapter 15

Zainn

Beads of sweat start to fall from my temple down to my chin. The heat from the sun is hitting me firmly in the back of my head. And a soft breeze pass by giving a slight coolness to my heated skin. But my firm grip in the cold metal in my hands never cease while my gaze do not move from the water bottle situated on top of a huge rock a meter away from me.

A loud bang echo through the air, as the water bottle explode while it falls on the ground completely shattered. Birds and some small animals scamper away from the noise. But it never stop myself from smiling triumphantly.

"You did it Zainn!" Nico excitedly said as he pat my back proudly and Kimmton smiles at me.

"You're already got the hang of it..I never thought that you can learn this fast.." Kimmton exclaimed as he get the gun from my hands and hand over a bottle of fresh water.

I open the lid and drink greedily. "Thank you..."I said while I wipe my mouth with the sleeves of my sweatshirt.

"But enough of this, its already getting dark. We should head back.." Nick state as he take the duffel bag from the ground which is full of some materials for our training.

Well actually, its for my training. After Rafael came last week I ask Kim to help me to train. Because I wanted to help in protecting the pack but most of all to help Trenton. I do not want to be a burden to him. I'm his Luna after all.

Sighing, I slide myself in the back seat of the car as Kim and Nico came in.

"So, how are you and Trenton?" Nico ask as he look at me, with questioning eyes. Kim just grunt as he start the car.

"We're okay, and we talk... And now we are good." I shrugged.

Nico humm, but not comment as his eyes remain at me. And honestly I do not know what is his problem but his creeping me out..

"Do you have s*x?" I almost chocked with my own spit once I heard he said that.

"What?!" I screeched.

"Oh come on, little Zainny! The guy is totally eye-raping you all the time and I know werewolf guys..they have low restraint on their self." Nico scoff playfully.

My face flushed as I nervously fiddle the hem of my shirt. As I lower my gaze down to my lap.

"..no, we didn't." I whisper softly. An intense and awkward silence envelop us, and I know that Nico is still looking at me as I feel his stare burning a hole in my head.

"Geez, Nico don't make the kid uncomfortable.." Kim state. "And Zainn, don't worry much okay. Trenton and you will do it in your own pace."

I move my head and smile at Kimmton through the rear view mirror.

"Thanks..."

***

"So how's your training?" Trenton ask as he shove his dirty shirt while he walk to the bathroom.

"Its just fine.." I answer. Then I heard the shower running. I groan to myself.

Its been always like this for a week now. He always come home late, take a shower then sleep. And its frustrating. I know I should not feel like this but sometimes I wanted some affection from him. Even a small kiss if possible. But to my dismay there is nothing, as in none. Not even a single one for the whole week. Grr.. Can you believe it? God, I miss him so much!

Well, I understand him. Truly. Because its the same for me. Ever since we heard about the curse that Selena gave me, he had been training harder than before. And preparing the whole pack for the war that Selena might bring once she comes back.

I am the same too, learning how to use a gun and some self defense moves from Kim. To my surprise I'm faring pretty well even though I just start my training. I'm not surprise actually, because ever since I'm actually have an athletic body and I'm pretty fast in catching up some moves and techniques in some sports. But of course they do not know about that.

I look down, then clutch my chest. As my heart flutter, I felt scared and so much alone. Knowing that all my life I've been curse is something I never thought before. Its hard, like my life has been totally rip away from me.

I just wanted to be normal and be loved. Yes, it all lead in having Trenton as my mate. And I'm happy fo that but I just hope that there is no curse. No war. And especially no Selena. A happy forever love story.. Just me and Trenton together forever.

How happy that can be...

I let out a long sigh as I roll on the bed plopping my head in the soft pillow. Not even a second I'm already out, snoring softly.

*

Then suddenly I felt soft cold hands glide along my thigh. I panicked for a second but then I smell Trenton's scent and I become calm but I don't stir. I don't him to know that I'm awake. I hear him panting behind me, while his hands begun to move higher.

I do not know when I become naked, and I mean as in butt naked. And it doesn't help that I can feel his erection poking the crevice of my ass.

I stifle my moan and limp my body as I felt his hand go up to my n*****s brushing the pink nubs. His shaft begin to move on my back humping me. Then his lips kiss my neck.

Suddenly something insert on my hole making me gasp.

"So you're awake now?" He chuckle softly as he prop his elbow and eye me with amusement. I glare at him wanting to say some piece of my mind but my voice were cut off when my gaze came face to face with the organ between his legs.

"God, you're big..'' I moan wantonly making his shaft twitch from my gaze. My mouth water and I feel myself begin to harden.

And I do not know what came to me, but I just see myself take him in my hand squeezing him roughly. It twitch in my hand and he moan out loud as he eye me with dark hooded eyes.

He is so sexy and I'm deeply hipnotized. My body begin to burn with so much desire, and its shouting for him to touch me. My mind is clouded with lust and I can't think straight. As I lock my eyes at the man in front of me.

Then I begin to move my hand, he is so long and hard. And I can't take my eyes away from it, as it continue to twitch under my touch. Pearl juice of precum begin to ooze from the tip. And like the greedy person that I am, I bring my tongue and lick his tip.

"Oh god.. Zainn..., s**t that feels good.."

He is so delicious.. I thought dazely as I run my tongue around his tip, then down to every vein around him. While I continue pumping him.

After a while I push my head up and stare at him straightly.

"I want ...this inside of..me.." I pant softly..

His eyes darken and a smirk suddenly form in his lips.

"Its my pleasure baby.."

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