The Bully's Secret Love

Girl talk

Lyn POV.

I was so angry . Not just angry but extremely angry . That ass hole. How would he dare come and make fun of me even in my own house. For sure I have never seen such an asshole. Why does he have to be so mean. He didn't end doing it at school bit even went an extra mile of teasing me at my home.

However I am happy that this time I managed to fight for myself against him. I think he will slowly learn that am not a piece of cake whom he will be getting any time that he wants to to have it. However even if he did annoy me , I am happy that I managed to send me out of the house. Even when he will be doing anything to tease me , he will definitely know that the next time he comes into my house I will send him away once again. My subconscious glares at me when those thoughts run into my head but I just ignore her. What has she been doing all that time when I face all those troubles with out doing anything.

Feeling satisfied with my action, I get back lying on the couch since it is still so early to sleep. And then my mom told me that she will be coming back earlier since she was Just called for an emergency that will surely not last long . Lying on the couch, I contemplating about how my life would be if I lived normally like other kids my age, such as having both my parents , many friends as well as socialising like all my age mates.

Perhaps I would not have Nolan and others teasing me like the way they do it for sure. My thoughts are however broken with the ringing of my phone. Maybe it is mom telling me that she will not becoming back tonight. But I am already used of that by now. I spend most of the night home alone but any way mom does that so that the two of us live a wonderful life and don't luck anything no matter what.

However on checking the caller it is actually Jean, a smile creeps on my lips knowing why she has called me. Poor girl b, for sure one sided love seems not to be easy at all. Loving some one who is even not aware that you live him.

“'Yes Mrs Richards" I tease her. You know Richards is Jed's second name.

“ Lyn, stop teasing me already. You have no idea what I feel when you call me that name."

“ Oh come on, what do you feel? Maybe you can explain everything to this one. " I go on to tease her.

“ s**t!yn what have you done to me. Don't tell me Jed is beside you. Don't tell me you were still in the discussion." She Answers all panicking making me burst out into uncontrollable laughter.

“ it is not true, isn't it. He is not there . ?" She asks still uneasy that her secret lover has finally found out that all ing he has been having some one who has been in love with him but without him even knowing va single word.

“No no, don't get a heart attack for nothing, they left about ten minutes ago " I disclose it to her but still just trying so hard to control the laughter that she has made me get.

“ For sure you nearly made me go crazy " she Answers now sounding a bit calm and relaxed.

“ But how are you going to admit to him that you love him if you continue acting like that?" I ask him for sure not understanding where this will eventually end for sure.

“ You don't know what you are even talking about, the day you will eventually fall in love is thr day you will know that this is no joke at all." She replies.

Falling in love ? That can't be. I can't see that happening in my life. Even if I indeed wanted to fall in love , who would fit sure love me. I doubt if there would be a man who would want me for a girl friend. Every one of them consider me detestable and for sure I do believe them all.

“ Why are you so quiet?" jean asks me from the other side of the phone.“ Don't Tell me you have one again put those crazy ideas of no guy ever moving you in your pretty head ?" She asks me.

She always knows each and every thought that runs in my head.

“ Lyn, how long will I try to convince you that you are an attractive girl and you will get a guy to love you . You just need to believe in your self and begin to socialize. " She adds. All I do is to just keep quiet for sure not even knowing what to answer. She is totally right with her perception about myself but the truth is I can't help it.

“ By the way how was the discussion?" She asks me suddenly from no where and the truth is I ma happy that she managed to change the topic of discussion.

” As usual just like any other discussion." I answer lying to her

“ Why do I have a feeling that you are leaving out something?" She challenges me and the truth is she is being right about that.

“i don't know what you are talking about. Everything is okay ." I insist..

“ Tell me every thing or else I come right there and force everything out of your mouth right now. ". Having nothing to do , I tell her everything right from how everything started beginning with how the discussion started and tye conduct of the two boys and how I sent them away. .

“ That is the Lyn that I want. I am so happy.. At least he will get the hint that you are a no no sense from now on wards ." She answers just like what I expected .

“ Stop exaggerating things" I say .

“ Not at all , I am being factual" she insists as well.

“ But why did you send away Jed as well?" She asks me. I roll my eyes at her even if she is not able to see me. My friend is for sure in love. Let me hope she gets what she wants as soon as possible.

“ So you wanted me to leave your lover , I had to send them away both. " I answer trying not to laugh.

“ it is High time you went after your lover or else you risk losing him"

” How I wish it was so easy like you think. "

We talk over and over until when I hear the door bell which signals that mom is back.

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