Shattering heart

Episode 8

Kerem Eren was driving his car. Hazana was sitting beside him. Both of them were going for Hazana’s advertisement shooting. Salik wasn’t in Istanbul. Yesterday, he went outside of Istanbul with his friends. That’s why Kerem was taking Hazana to her shooting spot. Both of them were silent. Kerem broke the silence. He said out, “ Is your mood off today?” Hazana instantly said, “ Why you are asking about my mood?” Kerem said out, “ You are sitting beside me. But you aren’t talking with me.” Hazana said, “ There is nothing to talk with you.” Kerem said out, “ Okay, I see. Are you angry on me?” Hazana instantly said, “ Why I would angry on you? Who are you? You are nobody for me.” Kerem said out, “ That is true. I am nobody for you. Salik is special one for you. I hope you would always love him.” Hazana remained silent. After a while they reached at their destination. Kerem stopped the car. Then both of them got outside from the car. They started walking. Hazana was behind Kerem. Hazana was wearing high heels. Suddenly her one heel broken. She yelled out because of that. She was about to fall. But before that Kerem hold her. She collided with Kerem. She looked at him. Kerem said out with concern tone, “ Are you okay Hazana?” Hazana said, “ Yea, I am fine. Thanks to God. You hold me. My heel just broken.” Kerem was looking at her face. Hazana also looked at him. Their heart started beating fast. Suddenly Atlas and Burcu came there. Hazana noticed them. Atlas and Burcu became shocked by seeing the view in front of them. Hazana instantly pushed Kerem. Kerem was little taken back because of that. Then he noticed Atlas and Burcu. Hazana took off her high heels from her feet. Kerem said to Atlas, “ Atlas, can you bring a pair of shoe or high heels for Hazana from the shooting spot? Her heel broken. She was about to fall. Thanks to God, I was here.?” Atlas and Burcu were looking at them. Atlas said out, “ I am going to the shooting spot. I am sure there I will find shoes or high heels. [Atlas looked towards Hazana and said out] Ms. Hazana, are your feet okay? I mean did you get hurt? Can you walk?” Hazana started walking. Then she stopped. She said out, “ I am fine Mr. Atlas. Can you just bring a pair of shoe or high heels for me?” Atlas instantly said, “ Just wait here for 2 minutes. [Atlas looked at Burcu and said out] Burcu, come with me.” Burcu nodded her head. After that both of them left from there.

Burcu was lying on her bed. Aslan was lying beside her. He kept his head on Burcu’s chest. Burcu was running her palm on his hair. It was night time. Aslan wanted to sleep with her. He wanted to hear story from Burcu. That’s why he came Burcu’s bedroom. Burcu was telling him a story. After a while, Aslan fell in sleep. Burcu noticed that. She kissed on his head. Aslan was looking so cute in his sleep.

Burcu was working in her desk. Suddenly Ozan came there. He stood in front of her desk. Burcu looked at him. Ozan said out, “ Ms. Burcu, come in my cabin. It’s urgent.” After saying that Ozan left from there. Burcu was feeling irritation. She inhaled and exhaled a deep breath.

Burcu entered into Ozan's cabin. Ozan was sitting on his desk. He stood up from his chair. He said out, “ Burcu, I was thinking about our relationship for few days. I still couldn’t forget you. [Ozan went near her. He stood in front of her. He said out] It’s difficult for me to forget you. Now you are in front of me. It’s difficult for me to control my feelings.” Burcu was feeling uncomfortable because of his words. She instantly said out, “ Ozan, did you call me here to say this?” Ozan said out, “ You are looking so friendly with that Atlas. You talk with him, gossip with him.” Burcu said with irritating tone, “ Ozan, he is the assistant manager. He is my boss. I work under him. He is such a nice person. It’s normal for me to talk with him.” Ozan said with irritating expression, “ He is such a nice person! Then what am I? Am I an evil person?” Burcu said out, “ Why you are comparing yourself with him? Both of you are totally different. I think you called me here for nothing. I should get back to my work.” After saying that Burcu walked towards the cabin's door. Then she was about to open the door. But before that Ozan went near the door and locked the door. Burcu looked at him with questioning expression. Ozan was so close to her. She was feeling uncomfortable because of his closeness. Burcu was standing between the door and Ozan. She instantly said out, “ Ozan! What are you doing? Why you locked the door?” Ozan said out, “ I still didn’t finish my words. How could you leave from here?” Burcu said with irritating expression, “ What more you want to say Ozan?” Ozan looked at her face. He kept his both hand on the door. Burcu captured between him and the door. He was so close to her. Burcu was feeling so uncomfortable. Ozan said out, “ I don’t like that Atlas around you. I still feel jealous. I don’t know what I should say. I still love you Burcu.” Burcu said with disbelief expression, “ Ozan, what are you saying?” Ozan said out, “ I am saying the truth. I know I should hate you. I should hate you so much. But in my heart still there is a place for you. I love you Burcu. I couldn’t get you out from my mind. You are still in my mind.” Ozan was looking at her face. He was about to kiss on her lips. But before that Burcu moved her face. She looked at another direction. She said out with uncomfortable face, “ Ozan, please stop.” Ozan was looking at her. Ozan said out, “ I am sorry. You may go.” Ozan moved away from her. He stood little far from her. Without delaying Burcu opened the door and left from the cabin.

Burcu was sitting inside Mary's bedroom. Mary was sitting with her on her bed. Mary said with disbelief expression, “ I couldn’t believe this. He said those things to you.” Burcu said out, “ Yea, he said those things to me.” Mary said, “ So, Ozan still loves you! What about you Burcu? I know very well, you still couldn’t forget him. Your heart still beat around him.” Burcu instantly said out, “ Mary, you know very well why I broke up with him. I didn’t want to break his heart. But I had to do that.” Mary said out, “ Ozan still loves you Burcu. He also hates you because you broke his heart. He tried to take revenge on you. But now I think he couldn’t do that anymore. Because of his feelings towards you. You are getting a second chance Burcu. You should utilize this time. You can get back with him.” Burcu said out, “ What are you saying Mary! This is impossible! He hates me Mary.” Mary said out, “ Listen Burcu, he is jealous because of Mr. Atlas. He even told you that. He said to you that he loves you. I am sure Ozan would try to get back with you. He couldn’t stay away from you. If he would try to get you in his life, don’t reject him. I know you love him. You should listen to your heart.” Burcu said out, “ Are you out of your mind Mary! This is impossible. I am not worthy for him. [Burcu said with sadness.] He deserves a better person in his life. I am not that person.” Mary said out, “ Who said to you that you aren’t a better person? You are a better person Burcu. Forget about your past. Try to move on.” Burcu said, “ I already forget about my past Mary. Ozan was my past. He couldn’t be my present. He couldn’t be my future.” Mary said out, “ Burcu, I know you still love him. Why you are pushing him away? You are thinking that you aren’t worthy for him. But I believe that you are worthy for him. Forget that night Burcu. Forget everything.”

Burcu came out from her office building. She was walking towards the bus stop. Suddenly Ozan called out her name from behind. Burcu stopped in her track. She looked back. Ozan went near her. He stood in front of her. Burcu instantly said out, “ What’s the matter?” Ozan said with little smile, “ You. [Burcu gave him a questioning expression. Ozan said out] I wanted to invite you for tomorrow's lunch. Tomorrow is our off day. Can you please come?” Burcu said out, “ Why you are inviting me?” Ozan said out, “ I want to talk with you. That’s why I am inviting you for tomorrow’s lunch. I will message you the location tonight. You have to come.” Burcu said, “ I won't come Ozan.” After saying that Burcu was about to leave from there. But Ozan hold her hand. Burcu looked at him with irritating expression. Ozan instantly said out, “ You have to come Burcu.” Burcu said out, “ What are you trying to do Ozan?” Ozan said out, “ I am trying to get you back. I could understand I still love you. I want to get back our old times. Would you give me those times? Those lovely times. Would you love me Burcu?” Burcu said out, “ Are you out of your mind Ozan! I never loved you. Look, it was my mistake. You proposed to me. I accepted your love. I was fool that time. I didn’t love you for once. You should stay away from me Ozan.” Ozan instantly said out, “ I cannot stay away from you Burcu. I love you. Tomorrow I will wait for you. You have to come.”

Burcu was lying on her bed. Suddenly her mobile phone ringing out. Her phone was beside her pillow. She took the mobile phone and looked at the screen. It was Mary. Burcu received the call. Mary instantly said out, “ Hello, Burcu.” Burcu said out, “ Hello, Mary.” Mary instantly said, “ What are you doing? Where are you now?” Burcu said out, “ I am at my home.” Mary instantly said, “ I knew that. Don’t you want to go to meet with Ozan? He must be waiting for you.” Burcu said with irritating tone, “ Oh god! I shouldn’t tell you about him. You called me to say this thing. Are you his best friend?” Mary said out, “ Come on Burcu. This is your second chance. I know you love him. You should go to see him. I want to see you happy with him.” Burcu sat on the bed. She said out, “ Mary. Do you think he could accept my past? Do you think he could accept that I was pregnant that time? I left him because of that. I took that decision because of my child.” Mary said out, “ Burcu, you should use this chance. If Ozan really loves you, he would accept your past. Don’t lose this chance Burcu. You still love him. He also loves you. Both of you should be together. Give yourself a chance. Take your time. You should go Burcu.” Burcu said out, “ I am so confused Mary.”

Ozan was waiting inside a restaurant. It was 2:00 p.m. Burcu still didn’t come. He was waiting for an hour. He was feeling so irritation. Suddenly at that moment he noticed Burcu. She entered into the restaurant. She was looking pretty. She was wearing a long maxi types gown which colour was blue. She was covering from head to toe. She was wearing a scarf on her neck to cover her chest. Her dress was lose, but still she was looking pretty. Ozan knew that she always liked to dress up modestly. That’s why Ozan liked her. He fell in love with her simplicity. But then everything changed! Ozan stood up from his chair. Burcu noticed Ozan. She started walking towards his table. She went there. Ozan said out, “ I thought you wouldn’t come.” Burcu said out, “ Why you thought like that?” Ozan said with little smile, “ I told you to come here at 1:00 p.m. I was waiting for you for an hour. It’s already 2:00 p.m. That’s why I thought you wouldn’t come. Thanks for coming here.” Burcu said out, “ Can we sit?” Ozan said with smile, “ Obviously.”

Burcu was sitting in front of Ozan. Ozan said out, “ Burcu. You should order your food.” Burcu said, “ Ozan. I didn’t come here for lunch. I came here to talk with you. You should forget about our past. I don’t love you Ozan.” Ozan said out, “ But I love you. Cannot we start a new journey Burcu? Am I not capable for you? I want you back in my life.” Burcu said out, “ Ozan. This is impossible.” Ozan said out, “ Why? Why this is impossible? You aren’t in relationship with anyone. You aren’t engaged or you aren’t married. I love you Burcu. I lost you once. Now I don’t want to loose you.” Burcu said out, “ Few days ago, you wanted to take revenge. Now you want me in your life. I hurt you in the past Ozan. Don’t you afraid that I could do the same?” Ozan said out, “ No. I don’t afraid about that. I love you so much Burcu. I am afraid about loosing you. Don’t leave me this time. Don’t break my heart.” Burcu said, “ Ozan. I need sometime to think about this.” Ozan said out, “ You can take your time. I don’t have any issue about that.” Burcu said out, “ Ozan, why I would trust you? Few days ago, you wanted to take revenge. Now you suddenly changed. You are behaving differently from few days. It’s hard to believe you.” Ozan said out, “ You may take your time to believe in me. But don’t reject my love Burcu. I love you. I want you in my life. I need you.”

Ozan entered into a flower shop with Burcu. Few moments ago, they left from the restaurant. The owner of that flower shop said to Ozan with a little smile, “ Sir. How may I help you?” Ozan said out, “ I need some red roses.” That owner looked towards Burcu and said with little smile, “ Is she your girlfriend?” Ozan instantly said out, “ Yes, she is.” Burcu instantly looked at Ozan. Her look was saying that was he kidding. Burcu was feeling so irritation. That owner said with smile, “ Give me two minutes.” After saying that the owner went towards a table to take some fresh red roses. Burcu said to Ozan with irritating tone, “ Why you lied to him Ozan? I am not your girlfriend.” Ozan said out, “ I didn’t lie. I was saying the truth. Now our relationship changed. You are my girlfriend.” Burcu said with irritating tone, “ I still didn’t say yes to you. I told to you that I need sometime to think about this.” Ozan said with little smile, “ I know you couldn’t refuse me. So, I am your boyfriend.” Burcu said with irritating tone, “ Don’t you think you are so confident? I may reject you.” Ozan said with smile, “ You wouldn’t reject me. So, I am your boyfriend.” That owner came towards Ozan and Burcu with some fresh red roses. The owner gave those flowers towards Ozan. Ozan took them. He took out his wallet from his pant's pocket. After that he gave some money to the owner. He told the owner to keep the money. Then Ozan and Burcu came out from that shop. Ozan looked towards Burcu and gave those red roses towards Burcu. He said out, “ This is for you. Beautiful roses for a beautiful lady. [Burcu didn’t take those roses. She gave him a questioning look. Ozan said out] I love you Burcu. That’s why I am giving you these red roses. This is the token of my love. Please, take them Burcu.” Burcu took those red roses. She said out, “ Ozan, you have to give me sometime. I cannot rush about the decision of relationship.”