" Stop f*****g telling me to push. I AM f*****g PUSHING! I scream at our doctor as she pats my leg and throws me a haughty look and Arry takes my hand and tries to turn possessed rage to face him. My body is turning itself inside out with a pain they no way in hell prepared me for and the stupid women is getting on my very last nerve. Sweating, heaving, and panting and trying to not break my teeth with every wave of bone gnawing agony that rips through me. The room is coming down on me and I have lost all concept of time."
" Baby& Breathe, count with me, look at me. You re doing so well. Just breathe and relax a little. He s stroking me, trying to get me through this, being sane and calm while my doctor and her nurse are making me crazy. I m trying so hard, but I was not expecting
