" Don t be nervous. We will soon see what s what. My mom pats my hand as she leads the way into her clinic and turns on all the lights quickly. Illuminating the empty building with a blink, blink of strip lighting that hurts my eyes. I can t speak, so numb with shock, not sure how to feel and Arrick is being equally silent." "He went and got her for me. After the tests, as we didn t know what else to feel or think and she came right away. It was surreal and hard to tell her everything, but he did most of the talking as I kept staring at all three identical tests and kept asking myself how. She was upset that I never told her, that I never got checked out by her when I was staying here but she put her doctor hat on and went to fetch her keys for her clinic and brought us down here