"There s strong muscle around me, arms gripping tight, warm skin on mine as I try like crazy to fight back; completely lost in my internal darkness and the memories of shadows and pain, so much pain. I can hear someone screaming, yelling, but it s so far and disconnected from me that I can t even begin to find them or where it s coming from. So completely consumed in the fight to keep myself from being broken all over again with no hope of escape this time."
"Like a flash of light, a trickle of lucidity, I m suddenly on the floor with weight on top of me, trying to restrain the arms against every part of me, fighting tooth and nail while tears pour down my face."
" No, NO & NOOO! I m screaming hysterically. I am the noise I could hear so far away, it was me; I was the screaming g
