I finally get home to the apartment in the early hours; Jake had two cars awaiting us at the airfield, so I didn't need to share the journey to his apartment first. This was a new move for him, we've always shared cars coming home, so this spoke volumes about what he's feeling about me.
He never looked at me once in our entire trip. At the car, he just guided Marissa into his and departed, left me standing in the dark with Jefferson. Empty and broken hearted, aching to have him say something, anything to me. I almost burst into tears right then and there.
Sarah's in bed and I know, without checking, that Marcus is here too, I can sense his presence in the house and smell his scent lingering in the air. Cheap cologne and deodorant. The thought makes me uptight, but I ignore it and go to b
