"I unload my clothes from my bag into my wardrobe, alone in my bedroom while Jenny and Christian are being shown to guest rooms downstairs, after a less stressful drive from the airport. Jake had two cars waiting for us upon landing; thankfully Arrick went with his brother and Nate in the other car and left us three to head to my parents home in peace. My head and heart still reeling with the after-effects of being so near him for that journey. I just feel drained, uptight and antsy, like I am all out of whack and I can t get my act together. I need some cooling off time to breathe and accept the fact that YES, that asshole still f***s me up whether I like it or not."
Whether he deserves it to or not!
"I m taking some time out after being welcomed home by my mom and dad, getting my he
