Denver. They say what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Honestly, I wish I can believe that currently in my life. Most times I wonder why I had to survive the poison, why didn't I just die? I certainly would have preferred to be dead to this person that I have become. I don't know myself anymore, what is an alpha without his wolf? I wake up every morning wishing I didn't have to. I feel I have let myself down and not only that, I have failed my family and my entire pack. But most painfully, I have let My woman down. God knows I wanted to give her the best life, I wanted to be the perfect mate for her. But all that has turned into a wistful thought overnight. It is so frustrating when I see her here in my room putting a mask in the guise of a smile when I know deep down she is h