Victor I woke up quite early wanting to leave the house early. I feel like I should keep a distance between us. That way I can focus on the real reason why I'm here. These past days Elena has been occupying my thoughts. Allowing an emotion to get the best of me is the last thing I would want to do. I used my palms as a cushion to steady my head while I stared at her sleeping form. I couldn't help but pondered over our interaction these past days. I know I'm cold to her and I know she noticed that too. I couldn't deny the fact that I was conflicted. On one hand, I wanted to be close to Elena and explore what we could have together. On the other hand, I knew I couldn't let my emotions get in the way of my mission. As I got ready to leave, I took one last look at Elena and my heart skipp