Essie has been soaking my arm in ice since all the guys left and it’s extremely uncomfortable. It so damn cold and she doesn’t want me to take my hand out no matter how much I’ve been complaining and bothering her about it. She just keeps telling me it’s for the best. She’s been gone for awhile now. I guess she is hiding from me since I’ve been annoying about it all. I never thought that all this would happen to me. I’ve heard about bad things happening to other people, I always feel bad for them and then I think how can such bad things happen, then I forget with the fleeting thought that nothing like that could ever happen to me. Until it does, that’s just the thing it can happen to anyone. You can just do something small like smile at someone and they could twist it as you showing intere
