CASSANDRA Something was bothering me emotionally, and as a result, I did not get enough rest. I'd love to just roll around in bed, but I know that if I make any kind of noise or move, my son will wake up, and it would be very difficult to get him back to sleep. Since I was wide awake, I cautiously left the bedroom and headed towards the kitchen. I went straight to finding my tie and pulling my hair back into a ponytail when I stepped outside. While I was in the kitchen, I made some fresh milk. People who have trouble sleeping swear by it, so I brewed some. At the other end of the table, I contemplated. My phone was sitting on the table, and I stared at it blankly. Although I have upgraded my phone, I still have the five-year-old pictures of me and Fabio. Those that are still in my hidden