All that is on my mind for the rest of the day is this coffee ‘meeting’. I try focus on some college work and watch some Netflix to make time go by faster, but I constantly catch myself daydreaming about Xavier. I wonder how the ‘meeting’ will go. Will we get on? Will things become awkward when we are trying to have a conversation? I don’t remember the last time I had to get to know someone new like that. I haven’t been on a first date in years. What if I make a fool out of myself? I will never forgive myself if I screw this up. He seems to dreamy and he clearly is my type if I am obsessing over him like this. I just don’t know what to think because I have never felt anything like this before. With my ex, I was confident. We grew close over time and the more I got to know him, the more att
