The rest of the night was pretty uneventful. Gabriel must have understood my need for space because he didn't return. Suzie checked on me a few times. She checked my vitals again, gave me some mild pain medication and brought me dinner. She was sweet and polite but she seemed busy and didn't chat much.
Mentally, I wasn't really doing so well. I felt depressed. Maybe it was just emotional fall out from all my feelings boiling over earlier. Maybe it was Jon's comment that got under my skin. I wasn't really sure. I just felt sad. I felt like there was just no place for me. No one wanted me. My adoptive parents thought I was crazy. My biological parents obviously didn't want me or I wouldn't have been up for adoption. And I wasn't enough of a wolf to be accepted here. I just felt so lost an
