The Professor's Property

TPP 1 ( PLEASURE )

Nagising ako dahil sa init ng sinag ng araw, i pick my phone and check what time it is. And i was about to break down when i saw it, it's 9:14 am already and i haven't eaten yet. Ngunit hindi ko na ininda ang paghurumentado ng aking kalamnan dahil sa sobrang kaba. Dali dali akong bumangon ngunit agad ring bumalik sa higaan dahil sa sakit na naramdaman sa gitnang parti ng aking mga hita. Bumagsak akong patihaya balik sa kama at napatulala sa kisame ng hindi pamilyar na kuwarto. I closed my eyes so tight and tried to remember everything that was done last night. Hanggang sa sumakit lang ang ulo ko dahil sa tindi ng hang over, ikaw ba naman ang uminom ng sang katirbang inumin na kahit kailan hindi ka naman umiinom. Bumuntong hininga na lamang ako at nanalangin na sana ay hindi pumasok ang lalaking nakasiping ko kagabi. Kung sino man iyon, ay sana umalis na siya. Ni hindi ko man lang nakuha ang pangalan niya at agad na lamang kaming....

Flashback... At the arena club...

"Val... Are you sure you are okay,?" Trina asked.

I was having a good time here drinking like none stop and here she is.... She's asking like there's no tomorrow... Fvk!

"Of course.... I am perfectly fine, why are you so bothered like a scared cat?"

"Damn.. of course i am, i haven't seen you like a wild alcoholic before, you even hate wine before....im just surprised at malapit na rin atakehin dahil sa pagyaya mong mag club ngayon... Tell me Kira Valencia what's fcking wrong?"

I sighed and decided to face her anyway, wala rin naman akong kawala sa babaeng to. She is my one and only best friend we're sisters by heart. But the fact that i didn't open her about my whole life before is a big slap to her. Well alam naman niya ang ibang bagay tungkol sakin but not everything. And i know She doesn't like what i am doing because honestly. Hindi kase ako ganito noon. I was home schooled and well pampered by my family, i am the only child and never did i ever imagine I will end up like this. Im fvcking depressed of how everything changed when i started going out and started to go to school. Everything is settled before shits happen.

Sinabi ko ang lahat ng dahilan kung bakit ako nagkakaganito and she's just stared at me like some equation to be solved. But then, after a minute of stuck up she hugged me tight and burst into tears. Ayoko na sanang umiyak dahil alam kong wala rin naman akong mapapala. Lahat ng bagay ay hindi umaayon sayo. Yon ang natutunan ko simula nong suwayin ko ang aking mga magulang. Trina has no idea how hard my life is before. She can't seem to understand why they did that. Actually, okay lang naman ang buhay ko noon. I'd even think and imagine that I cannot go out and see the world anymore. Pero dahil sa pakiusap ng aking abuelo, my parents decided to let me explore and see what's happening outside of our manor that seems to be my cage for all my life.

Imbis na umiyak buong gabi ay mas pinili na lamang namin uminom until our senses become unavailable. We drank and party like wild animals until i bumped into someone's chest. Agad naman hinawakan ng estranghero ang aking baywang upang hindi ako mabuwal sa aking kinatatayuan. Nasa gitna kase kami ng dance floor and Trine isn't here right now. Nahihilo na ako sa sobrang daming alak na ininom ko ngunit pilit ko paring hinagilap ng aking paningin ang kabuoan ng club. As much as i want to be out here i can't. Sumisikip lalo ang espasyo dahil sa dumarami na ang nagsasayawan. I turn my back dahil naramdaman ko paring nakahawak ang lalaking kanina ay nabangga ko sa aking likod. And my eyes became like a whirlwind and everything I saw was something I can't handle anymore. Napapikit ako hanggang sa nagsalit ang lalaking hindi man lang umalis sa harap ko. He doesn't dance, and as if he was here to be my guide and protector against the people who're dancing like they don't freaking care about the world.

"Let's go... You're friend isn't here anymore, she's maybe in somewhere else you can't find," he muttered under a soft baritone voice. I shivered when he lower his face down to me. I can already smell how fvcking good his breath is. But wait.... I didn't know him, magpo-protesta pa sana ako ngunit hinila niya na ako palabas ng club. At dahil sa lakas ng tama ng alak agad na lang akong nagpatianod at hinayaan na lamang ang estrangherong ito na tangayin ako... The fvck is happening to you Kira Valencia? I already hear my mom cursed me because of all the s**t's i've done. And the least i want to do is to care nothing at all.

Maingat niya akong pinapasok sa kanyang sasakyan and the rest was everything blurry in my vision. Hanggang sa naramdaman ko na lang ang aking likod sa isang napakalambot na bagay. I thought i was in my room, and I never thought something would happen that night. Damn!

Napamulat ako sa biglaang pagbukas ng pintoan, my forehead starts to sweat and my heart suddenly become unresponded. Para akong naestatwa sa kinahihigaan ko ng pumasok ang estrangherong lalaking nakasiping ko kagabi. He is so damn fvckingly handsome. I tilted my head sideways just to hide the embarrassment. He then slowly walked towards me, not letting my gaze hide on him. Marahan niyang hinawakan ang aking panga paharap sa kanya, bahagya naman syang yumuko upang magpantay ang aming tingin. And the way he caresses my jaw down to my neck sends millions of electricity in my system. My chest corresponds rapidly. At muntik na akong mabuwal dahil sa lapit ng aming mga mukha. He's hypnotizing me damn it.

"Just let me know if you're not feeling well right now, i know you're sore and probably it's because of me. Just please tell me if you need anything. The breakfast will be ready. Just rest"

Walang sagot na lumabas sa akin kundi marahan lamang akong tumango. I don't know what to say, or what to do. Gusto ko lamang ay humiga at pumikit na lang hanggang sa lamunin ng buong buo ng kadiliman dahil sa hiyang naramdaman.

But of course I had to pretend like it isn't a big deal for me. Na para bang walang anuman na nangyari sa pagitan naming dalawa. Yes, i may sound's stupid but damn it. Sino ba naman ang matinong babaeng gugustohing ipagkatiwala ang kanyang p********e sa kung sino sinong lalaki na lamang?

Dumating na ang pagkaing inorder nito agad naman nitong binuksan kinuha ang pagkain at agad na sinarado ang pinto. He didn't even bother to say thank you. How mean.

"Kumain kana, you have to eat and get some rest"

"I-im okay, and you don't have to do this anyway. But thanks"

He suddenly stopped off what he was doing and looked at me intently. Hinintay kong magsalita ito ngunit hindi dumating. His jaw clenched para bang my sasabihin itong hindi ma sabi sabi.

Iminuwestra nito ang pagkain at agad na tumalikod. No words came out, agad na nagbago ang timpla nito. He seems unpredictable, kani kanina lang ang sweet niya ngayon naman parang nakakatakot at madilim ang awrang pinapakita niya. Bakit kaya? Is it because i said something unpleasant? Hindi ba tama naman iyong sinabi ko? Well, kung ano man yon i don't care. This was supposed to be a one night stand. And strictly not allowed for each one of us to question or ask anything in each other. We had to end this up right now. Kailangan ko ng umuwi at baka kung ano ano na ang gawin ng mga magulang ko. I always valued my parents love and care for me. Even if it's choking sometimes. No joke.

Natapos kong kainin ang lahat ng pagkaing hinanda at dahan dahang nagbihis. Im shaking inside to be honest, dahil na rin siguro sa maka ilang ulit naming ginawa ang pagse-s*x kagabi. The nerve breaking pleasure, unti unti ko na kasing naaalala ang mga nangyari sa amin kagabi. The first round he took me, the second and so on. It's a never ending fantasy for me sa mga susunod na mga araw at buwan at maybe taon. Cause i know after naming mag usap dito ay wala na... tapos na... at yun naman dapat ang mangyari leave like there's nothing happened. Leave like both of us didn't meet. At kailangan kong kausapin ito bago ko pagdesisyonan iyon. Mukha naman siyang hindi yung tipong lalaking natatali sa iisang babae lang. For sure marami kaming babae na ganito kung ituring niya. He used to do it i should know by now.

"Uhm.... i just want to say thank you for this and also apologize for what we did last night, it wasn't my plan I never thought of doing it with someone i don't know..."

"Okay, just get straight to the point.."

"what i mean is, i wanted what happened between us last night to stay up that way, ayoko na sana ng commitment pa dahil maybe you are committed to someone and this, this is not right.."

Ok para ko narin sinabing hindi ko nagustuhan ang mga ginawa niya kagabi. Well it was indeed the hottest thing for me pero napakalaking mali na rin in the first place.

Hindi siya sumagot bagkus ay tumunganga lamang ito sakin habang umiigting ang mga panga. Para bang kaysarap haplusin. The sharp jaw that makes you moan everytime it chases you. Damn.

Ito na siguro ang huli naming pagkikita kaya hindi na siguro masama ang mag ilusyon lalo na at siya naman ang first time ko.