Guardian Angel

"sigh... I am so tired" Christopher mumbled but still went back to working the documents his boss gave him, in the office Christopher is the only one left since it was already past 9 yet his boss gave him paperwork and Christopher had no choice but to accept since he is what we call a push over. Christopher had always been a pushover ever since high school and he was tired every moment of his life because of it,no matter what he try he can't have the power to say no to others and time passed by as he gave up time to time changing and just let people use him. On the people perspective he is usually okay cause he always smiles a lot but internally he committed 4 suicide from the past years but failed all of them and eventually gave up on that to believing he will have peace and we 4th little energy for life he just let his life flow like a river since no matter what things will never work go as he wanted it to be Christopher finished his work at midnight like always and had gone straight home and laid on his bed as he stretch out his hand to grab his favorite book The Bible and began to read the chapter he was in. "Chapter 205...The book of judges." As Christopher began to read and flick pages to pages his face continuously filled with different expressions and he was at his happiest zone. Actually Christopher started reading Bible at the age of 5 with his parents because they always had bible study and it was moments were Christopher hear was at peace he never forgot those memories but those piece didn't last long when he and his parents went on camping in the woods his parents was unpacking all of their stuff while little Christopher was playing in the woods. But something happened, the car where his parents was unloading the bags started a fire and blew up along with his parents the most terrifying part their was little Christopher was able to see this and that the beginning of his misery When Christopher parents died he had no idea what to do next, both his grandparents from both side is already dead and neither from his parent had siblings and they didn't have much friends either you can tell cause his parents funeral the only people who attended where him and the neighbors but only came for the snacks. He was all alone at the age of 10 he didn't have the slightest Idea what to do since he is in fact still a child but despite the obstacles he managed to survive and maintain his kind heart along the way although to kind to fact that he doesn't say no to anyone.(authors note:get it, cause he's a pushover....im so not funny) When his parents died Christopher didn't stopped his Bible study and always read scriptures every night even if he is busy he always gave room for God. Christopher read the Bible every single night for to be honest pleasure and entertainment, he always enjoyed every journey and amazing things the people had done in the Bible either be bad or good for him it was an escape to reality. You may think Christopher had the biggest faith in God but well his faith is really like most people sometimes it fades but also comes back, he does love the Bible but it doesn't entirely mean he is obsessed by it. He is a Christian himself and attend the mass weekly but he isn't really devoted. His life is not really something where you can truly believe the heavens are true but nevertheless he still had faith just not that huge, they are time where he questioned and also time where he was thankful in all it was neutral the only difference is from people is that he is pretty familiar with the Bible and that he can tell every journey of people in the Bible, be it what sin they did or what good thing they did, he knows it all though no one ever knows this cause he is scared people might think he is obsessed and may say he is weird but truthfully he really just enjoys the book and was fascinated by it. Cause if you really read it and understand it you may or may not like it who knows but Christopher really is happy whenever he started reading the Bible, it was the only one who keeps him calm.